Thursday 25 August 2022


 At the end of this month we are still in the energy 

of Uranus/Nodes in Taurus with Venus and Saturn:

What do we send out and what do we attract....

These microphones are 'echo microphones'.

We used them in the wedding of my son and bonus daughter.

36 years ago,

the groom and his sister were 'fighting' over a microphone

in another wedding.

This time, 

their daughter and other children 

would use it at this wedding.

-they did it without 'fighting';-)-

There was however, a misunderstanding.

Apparently echo microphones can be loud as well:

these weren't....they didn't have battery's;-)

but some were worried about the noise.

It all went well :-)

It kept me thinking.....

Mercury is just in it's shade 

before it will go retrograde on Sept. 10,

in the signs Virgo and Libra.

Do we expect loud 'echo's',

very clear mirrors or.....

are we also open for subtle echo's and mirrors.....

What do we need to grow and heal.....

I hope and wish we all will look and listen to

 'the echo's' the coming time.


it is a lot easier to deal with subtle ones 

than  'loud' ones.......

The energy we are in,

is like the wedding we were part of:

2 people who love each other,

each a totally different background,

started a new life together-Uranus- 

and make it 'official' -Saturn-

One from Holland, one from Germany, 

living in England.

The guest were young and old.

One family with lot's of -bonus-grandparents,

half sisters/brothers,

bonus dad and:

even though there were a lot of challenges in the past,

they all came together to celebrate.

The other family smaller with members joining

on the screen with celebrations.

Then of course the chosen family:


some already in their lives for decades,

others years.

What a special group of people!

A 'Uranus' group: different colour,

gender, nationality and......

all open and unique,

respect for each other, 

lot's of humor and love


always be there for each other if needed....

How special to be part of it....

At the end of the day,

the bride went to bed,

children went to bed

the grandparents went to bed.

Some had to leave because of jobs


the groom

went to celebrate with the people

who wanted to do that.

Some joined,

some celebrated it in their own way.

Respect, giving each other space

to do what they choose to do,

what was best for them at that moment.

For me it is a reminder of the energy we are in now.

Can you be open,

listen to the echo of life.

Respect each other 

realising everyone has it's own view,

his own past, his own needs

and....that is ok.

It will help you to accept, let go and forgive.....

It will help you to let your own growth/ 'mistakes'

be the fertilizer.....for the next steps.

It helps you to realise we are all One...

I saw a quote from 'the Joker'

and loved it.

Accepting each other:

unconditional love.


'I love him,

not for the way he silenced my demons,

but for the way 

his demons danced with mine' 

- 'the Joker'-

Uranus/North node squaring Venus and Saturn....

Did I get echo's?

Yes I new phone didn't work:

no network..... 

So I walked with Zoe and no one could reach me....

I got 2 blisters on the soul of my food: 

walking to much on high heals... 

I felt relaxed with all the different people

and had fun with Zoe,

making sure her parents could enjoy the day.

I also realised that lot's of people

wanted the same thing

and Zoe is part of a big loving family,

I understand German, only speaking is challenging

and.....that was no problem: 

'you know more German than we know Dutch'.....

I have/had a tendency to feel guilty/shame of 'something'

but this time I didn't :-)

I realised I can AND be me, And be part of a group,

I realise I love seeing people happy 

and I will do what I can to help make the environment

as good as possible 


everyone makes their own happiness....

no one else can do it for them....

We were blowing bubbles and

Zoe tried to catch them:

you can not catch the bubbles.....

if you do they will burst....

You can however have fun with it

and trust there will be more 

and enough bubbles to come....

Children are amazing mirrors....

In this wedding there is a new born baby on the way....

Like the energy we are in now:

something new is coming....

can you trust, be patient and enjoy the time in between?

Are you open to listen to the echo's of life?

Monday 8 August 2022

August: Venus/Chiron and Uranus/mars/nodes......challenges/fun/healing......

August 1....

Zoe visited us and she showed me

how you can look at life,

how you can experience life.

She wanted to go on a swing.....

'to high for her'

'would she hold on?'

'what if she falls'.....

- my first thoughts..-

She just had fun and......

I realised she Knows....

she told me when she had enough:

'Off, off'......

She is curious, courageous,

falls down sometimes when she is running to fast

and looks at the adults around her.....

When we are relaxed she just stands up and goes on.

This way she will go on being curious

and learn to be cautious as well: 

falling down is not the best feeling.... 

and...sometimes it just happens.....

Are we still curious?

Are we open to learn new things,

Are we setting boundaries if people want us to stay in the old energy?

Zoe didn't want in her stroller after sitting on the swing,

she wanted to walk, on a bike path.....

in the middle on the white stripes....

I let her walk and.......

stepped aside if bikes came:

she waved and people waved back......

This time she could walk by herself - Uranus-

and I could be her Saturn: setting boundaries

in a way that made sure she was safe to be herself.

An other time we had to walk by a street,

she was tired, wanted to eat a strawberry

but didn't want to go back in the stroller...

She cried, was angry but.....

she had to go in.....

Holding on to her strawberry, a 'speen'/dummy in her mouth

she fell a sleep......

This time it was not a nice Saturn but a necessary one:

boundaries to make sure she was safe,

so she can be herself/unique later on.

Are we open for boundaries if they are needed,

to make our lives better but 

are not nice at the moment.....

can we wait or....

do we still want 'instant gratification'......

A new month, a month with Uranus/Mars very strong

and Venus 

-relationships/love what you do/beauty-,

in connection with Chiron....our wound.

Will we choose to have fun,

be adventurous and connect with our family's,

Knowing we are loved 

even if we are all unique and different?

Grote Wegdamse gezinnen, aflevering 11 – familie Groothuis (de Roze) - WegdamNieuws

There was an article about my dad's side of the family:

14 children. Great to read and even though there are differences,

they are still.....a family.

I talked about a spot on my knee:

Venus and skin are connected

are 'red' and Mars are.....

Apparently it could be that I was bitten by a tick....

A sign.......

August 8.....

It was a tick......

I had to make a choice:


Do I believe it will get better and I can be free as I like to be,


do I take antibiotics.....

something I didn't use for.....

'I don't know when I had to take it in the past?!?'

Do I still believe it is or/or,

or and/and......

'You have the first signs of Lyme disease 

and with this antibiotics it's most likely

this will get the job done'

I investigated and realised that this is a tricky bacteria:

it can hide in between cells,

so it can look like it is gone and.....

it can appear 'just like that' 

if you don't treat it properly.....

Boundaries, old patterns, a mature Saturn......

I realised that for me the choice was 'easy': and/and....

I had to use it And make sure I helped my body to deal with it.

I am very sensitive to if my body tells me:


be patient, take one day at a time.

I realise I still have my energy,

I still can do the things I want to do.

After 5 days my intestines became more sensitive:

are they helping me to let go of old emotions,

so I can replace them with better one's for me?!?

Can I choose what I like?

Do I know what I like?

- at the moment it is challenging for me to choose

'the right dress'.....also a sign ;-)-

Saturn/Uranus......connected with the Nodes and Mars.

Do we accept we have to go over the bridge called Chiron?

What is happening in your lives?

How is your body?

How is it with your family members?

Do you Know what you like,

or does it depend of the opinion of others?

Look at little children,

they show us how to deal with life:

they are open, curious, adventures,

and have fun.

Sometimes they fall,

sometimes that is not needed:

taking steps -Uranus- and being careful -Saturn-

Both of the times they will be encouraged 

to grow and or heal.

They feel safe to do this, 

because they Know and trust:

their parents will always be there....

Do we remember and trust

that the universe works the same way?