Sunday 30 December 2018


Just after I posted my last blog,
I got 'a sign'.....

…..a sign nobody likes to get and.....
an important sign, because it wants to 'help' me.
- 'if this is help, I don't want to know what 'not helping' means'
could be a reaction I can relate to ;-)-

We have a car with all kinds of sensors and it 'beeps' a lot ;-)
This time there was no beep and …..a small pole….
not high enough for the sensors
and high enough to do some damage….

It gave me an opportunity to look in myself 
what I didn't want to see,
something in the past 
- I drove backwards -
that was still there,
something I couldn't see
but.....still 'hurt' me...

It was -as my dad always called it- 'learning money'.....
something you like to learn in a different way
if it would be something conscious :-)

I also got other signs,
a great present to end a special year:
A firepit with on each side a special saying.
'Always find time for the things 
that make you feel HAPPY to be alive'

'Do what you LOVE what you do'

A reminder for 2019 and...make sure it is YOUR dream!
With the 'sign of the car'
 I found it had to do with Self love,
with being 'afraid' to be different
-as if different was bad…-

It had to do with past lives or 
-if that feels better for you-
with old family patterns.
It had to do with not accepting
that what I feel and others not,
is not wrong, 
it is just different,
and sometimes important to share.

Respecting the other is good,
if you also respect yourself…..
If the other can not respect you,
than sometimes the only thing you can do
to respect yourself,
is letting go of the other…

So this side: a very important reminder!

Be yourself, 
surround yourself with people that see YOU,
they don't have to agree with you all the time,
they 'just' have to respect you,
as you respect them.
Surround yourself with good 'food',
not only what you eat but also good books,
good movies.

Give yourself permission to let go
so you can shine, 
be the light for yourself,
so you can also be that light
for the people around you.

My amaryllis opened today :-)
It was a good 2018,
lots of unexpected events,
lots of emotions,
lots of letting go,
lots of love and peace
as you see in the amaryllis,
not all the flowers are opened yet….

Nature knows best
somethings need more time and
we have to have patience
and trust that all happens for a reason,
even if we don't see 'why'... 

I look forward to 2019,
and wish you lots of signs,
 lots of 'blooming'
lots of peace, love and happiness.

Thursday 13 December 2018

Wishing you all an amazing 2019

Christmas 2018
I wish you all a relaxed time with friends and family
I wish you also a relaxed time with yourself.
Make sure you celebrate Christmas the way YOU want it.
Traditions are always good and nice
if there is also room for everyone individually….

I am sure there will be people missed,
Some who are not in this world anymore,
Some who went another path.
I hope you can be grateful and feel blessed for them in your life:
you wouldn't be the person you are now without them...

For some it will be a last Christmas the way it is now,
it could be by illness, it could be by a move or separation.
Make sure you feel grateful,
so you can take that feeling with you in 2019,
so you can attract new events,
events that make you look forward to 2019.
So enjoy :-)!

New Year 2019
This bulb has anything in it what it needs,
we don't have anything to do.....
just wait and trust.

I don't know when it will bloom,
just as I don't know when I 'will bloom'.
The 'only' thing I can do is making sure
that I know what makes me happy,
so I went on with cutting old magazines :-)

If you need some ideas: re-read my blogs from december 2016,
they are still accurate.
They are in Dutch, but there is a translation link.

Wish yourself all what you want
and realize that, like the bulb,
everything is already in you.

You can only wish what is inside of you,
have patience and do the things you need to do
keep on letting go of old patterns and habits:
if you don't have the live you want, you
-don't live YOUR life or
-there are still old patterns blocking you….

 Know and remember:
we are One, 
each others mirrors.
So instead of blaming the mirrors,
lets look inside and change,
so we attract different mirrors,
mirrors that make us smile more,
relax more.

So for 2019: 
be grateful
let go
have fun
be patient
and be amazed!