Friday 17 March 2023

'Full Moon'

 Full Moon....every month you see one.

Every month our emotions and our unique Being

are challenged: 

can we AND shine, 'just' BE

AND can we feel, respond, be compassionate.

If there are challenges deep down inside,

you see the energy of the 'werewolf':

people reacting, transforming in a 'monster'.....

You see this energy in the reactions people give

on social media......

without their names, anonymous, in the dark.....

Judging people and condemn 

without knowing both sides.....

Are we realising that,

if we do this,

we forget the Sun in us,

our unique power and 

only reacting from our Moon?

We react from an unhealed ego and  unhealed emotions.

The first step: realising it, accepting it


stop judging yourself,

decide to step at a time...

There is still snow AND there are daffodils....

There is a Moon AND a Sun  involved in a Full Moon....

We have to deal with tests before we can drive a car.

We have to study before we can do what we loved to be,

realising that it take determination and work 


not all is so nice and easy as we thought it would be.


do we want this or is there a part in us that dreads it.....

Are we afraid deep down what we will encounter.....

What kind of emotions......

an immature ego that wants to protect....

Can you see it in others AND...

can you also see it in you.....

We are in it together,

each of us unique and special.

Let's choose to have compassion with each other

and remember the Full Moon...

Remember that we are all on a path towards healing

so we can shine,

each of us in an unique way.

In Holland there were elections

and.....a new party won by a landslide,

old party's lost lot of seats...

It shows the energy of the coming years,

this month is a month of big changes....

Saturn is in Pisces could be that 

people votes were not all 'grounded',

a vote 'against'....

We will see if this Party can deliver

in the long run.

Pluto will move into Aquarius next week:

what will be the effect of the elections

for the bigger politics......we will see....

How is it in your life?

Did you make radical changes in your life?

Do you feel overwhelmed,

is your body 'talking' to you?

Do you feel you are in a vacuum?

Do you set boundaries and take time to enjoy your life?

Do you feel trustful or fearful, or....both......

We are, you are, I am
on a path to rediscover ourselves.....
Rediscover that we are love,
and live in a world of abundance.....

Let's enjoy the path,
even though it comes with challenges...
Like the energy of the Full Moon.......


Monday 6 March 2023

'Harriet energy'

 I watched the move 'Harriet'

HARRIET | Official Trailer | Now Playing - YouTube

She lived in the 1800s and was born a slave.

She wanted to be free

and helped others  to freedom as well.

Sometimes we think 

we are so much more evolved as people

when we compare us with 'the past'.....

Are we really?

If we are, how come

we need the Cosmos 

to send us different situations, different people

with the same theme.....

Is it because we still don't get it.....?

Can we accept that we don't get it...yet.....


that we know more now, 

are closer to 'get it',

so we don't need these extreme mirrors anymore.

Realise that we have more 

of this 'Harriet energy' in us than we realise.....

Pluto goes into Aquarius.

There are still people who believe that they 

are more/less than other people,

and by that they believe they don't have to respect....

Saturn in Pisces

There are still people who believe

they can use spirituality to feel superior

or being a victim.

Jupiter/Venus/Chiron in Aries

There are still people who only want

what They want and choose to blame/hurt others

if they don't get what the want.

Uranus in Taurus....

There are still people who believe

their spouse or children are their possession,

that nature is their possession....

For me 'Harriet' is an example....

It is a true story and Barack Obama 

wanted to put her face on a 20 dollar bill


something like this takes time....

Donald Trump became president and it was overruled....

When he left Joe Biden started the procedure again,

and most likely in 2024 it will happen....

Perseverance, courage, setbacks, 

compassion and determination.

'You were born in freedom and don't know how it is,

I still know how it is,

how it feels when your sisters are sold,

and people are beaten.

For me there is no excuse: I will go on to free my people'

-Harriet who spoke to coloured people who did a lot,

only thought that the next step was to dangerous....-

What whispers do we hear?

What whispers nature to us?

Do we have compassion, or are we afraid.....

Do we listen to the fear,

and freeze,

or do we listen to the fear and realise it is a whisper....

A whisper to use your power

a whisper to take action,

to go through the dark night of the soul,

towards the light.....

Choose to focus on were you are going .....

focus on the light, the peace, the abundance.

Look at your life cycle plan 

and Know and trust.

Trust that the cosmos will help you to see 

so you can accept 

and let go 

of whatever is blocking your path towards your goal. 

It is challenging AND you will feel

that you are courageous too!

You focus on your goal

AND enjoy the path towards it...

Friday 3 March 2023


 At this moment you can see a rare conjunction in the sky:

you can see Jupiter and Venus close to the moon!

I am sure you saw the pictures....

They are not alone, Chiron is with them.

Chiron the planet of 'the wounded healer'

is helping us to grow, to heal.

Are you allowing them to help you

or do you -they are in the sign of Aries-

'run away' to do 'other things'?

We were watching a movie 

and it appeared to be a movie 

were cancer was a topic.

A woman was diagnosed with breast cancer

and didn't share it with her family,

she 'just' went on with her busy work.

She didn't want to confront her self.....

Then -of course it is a movie ;-)-

someone finds out and she breaks:

'I am so afraid, so afraid'.....and she cries...

I am watching and with these words something

is happening in my body....

It is as if something is leaving, I didn't know I had,

as if my legs go into relaxation:

'what is happing, am I that stressed,

the cancer happened almost 37 years ago!?!

Could it be that I, 

just like the woman in this movie,

went into 'action' mode to survive

so I didn't have to deal with the fear.....?

Could it be that there is still fear

in my cell memory because part of me

didn't/couldn't deal with it?


After this movie, 

we decided to watch something 'fun'.....

a comedy.......

It was a comedy AND....someone had cancer.....

-what are the odds?!?-

Jaap didn't want to watch,

only I wanted to.......

- I believe that coincidence is 'God who is incognito'-

In this movie the same theme


'don't waste time, remember you are never to old

to live the life you choose to!'

Also the same sentence at one point:

'I am so afraid......'


I didn't realise I had still so much fear inside of me.....

my body DID remember and.....could relax......

I could have switched to something else

because Jaap didn't like to watch 

-Venus, relationships are involved- 

only I didn't.....I looked my fear in the eye....

even though I didn't know this consciously,

my inner conscious knew

and I followed my intuition not my emotion.

Went through my wound....-Chiron-

The movie was also fun:-),

connection and being unique.

-Poms with Diana Keaton-

What is happening in your life?

In your relationships?

Your self-worth?

Are you 'running away' from issues?

Is your body telling you something and are you listening?

As world, community, people 

we are going through a healing process.

Are we open to heal and to be free,

or do we want to be free without the process of healing....

Sometimes it feels easier to 'do' than to Be......


if we want peace of mind,

if we want unconditional love,

we have to choose to go through it....

we have to trust that it will be ok.

We need time to BE....

even though doing feels 'safe' sometimes....

We should go back to the attitude of a child:

an attitude of wonder, adventure

trusting that it will be ok

that it will be challenging And fun.


that we will be guided when necessary, 

we don't have to do it alone...

Jupiter/Venus/Chiron in Aries.

Have fun, enjoy, Know you can deal 

with everything that comes your way.

Remember how much joy abundance,

gratitude, love and peace

can go into your cells 

if you allow the 'old outdated memory' to let go...

Also remember that, what is stored in your cell memory,  

is often something you don't know on a conscious level:

if you did, 

you would have solved it already....

Choose an attitude of 'not knowing', 

be open,

so the Cosmos and your Soul can show you

and help you.....

they have the big picture we can not always see....

......and You have the power to change your story,

if you choose to.....