At this moment you can see a rare conjunction in the sky:
you can see Jupiter and Venus close to the moon!
I am sure you saw the pictures....
They are not alone, Chiron is with them.
Chiron the planet of 'the wounded healer'
is helping us to grow, to heal.
Are you allowing them to help you
or do you -they are in the sign of Aries-
'run away' to do 'other things'?
We were watching a movie
and it appeared to be a movie
were cancer was a topic.
A woman was diagnosed with breast cancer
and didn't share it with her family,
she 'just' went on with her busy work.
She didn't want to confront her self.....
Then -of course it is a movie ;-)-
someone finds out and she breaks:
'I am so afraid, so afraid'.....and she cries...
I am watching and with these words something
is happening in my body....
It is as if something is leaving, I didn't know I had,
as if my legs go into relaxation:
'what is happing, am I that stressed,
the cancer happened almost 37 years ago!?!
Could it be that I,
just like the woman in this movie,
went into 'action' mode to survive
so I didn't have to deal with the fear.....?
Could it be that there is still fear
in my cell memory because part of me
didn't/couldn't deal with it?
After this movie,
we decided to watch something 'fun'.....
It was a comedy AND....someone had cancer.....
-what are the odds?!?-
Jaap didn't want to watch,
only I wanted to.......
- I believe that coincidence is 'God who is incognito'-
In this movie the same theme
'don't waste time, remember you are never to old
to live the life you choose to!'
Also the same sentence at one point:
'I am so afraid......'
I didn't realise I had still so much fear inside of me.....
my body DID remember and.....could relax......
I could have switched to something else
because Jaap didn't like to watch
-Venus, relationships are involved-
only I didn't.....I looked my fear in the eye....
even though I didn't know this consciously,
my inner conscious knew
and I followed my intuition not my emotion.
Went through my wound....-Chiron-
The movie was also fun:-),
connection and being unique.
-Poms with Diana Keaton-
What is happening in your life?
In your relationships?
Are you 'running away' from issues?
Is your body telling you something and are you listening?
As world, community, people
we are going through a healing process.
Are we open to heal and to be free,
or do we want to be free without the process of healing....
Sometimes it feels easier to 'do' than to Be......
if we want peace of mind,
if we want unconditional love,
we have to choose to go through it....
we have to trust that it will be ok.
We need time to BE....
even though doing feels 'safe' sometimes....
We should go back to the attitude of a child:
an attitude of wonder, adventure
trusting that it will be ok
that it will be challenging And fun.
that we will be guided when necessary,
we don't have to do it alone...
Jupiter/Venus/Chiron in Aries.
Have fun, enjoy, Know you can deal
with everything that comes your way.
Remember how much joy abundance,
gratitude, love and peace
can go into your cells
if you allow the 'old outdated memory' to let go...
Also remember that, what is stored in your cell memory,
is often something you don't know on a conscious level:
if you did,
you would have solved it already....
Choose an attitude of 'not knowing',
so the Cosmos and your Soul can show you
and help you.....
they have the big picture we can not always see....
......and You have the power to change your story,
if you choose to.....