Moving forward.....

 

With the Spring equinox

en Mercury going direct,

we are in an energy of moving forward.

 

In Holland we had the regional elections

and not a lot of people went to vote.

I read an article were someone said:

'Voting is for slaves, we are not slaves,

we have to change from within.'

For me he is forgetting that we have Pluto in Aquarius

and Uranus coming soon in Gemini:

Yes, we have to change from within 

AND

we have to realise that we are all One, all together.

If a big part of the group is not voting, 

then 'the power'

goes to the small group that voted......

They 'choose' for you.......

you give your power away...

I also feel: 

If you don't vote, you don't take responsibility.......

For me we are all part of the group AND 

each of us are unique.

Each of us can bring something special to the group...

We also have to respect that you can not always

get what you want and.....

have to find a middle way,

so it is good for all.

Can you respect an other opinion,

or do you want it YOUR way?

The government you choose is 

making sure you have good infrastructure,

child support, unemployment, sickness, old age benefits etc.

I am sure you choose to accept it if you need this...

could it be that by doing this 

you are responsible to vote as well....?

Could it be that we still are so hurt inside

by authority

 -parents, family, society, country-

that we don't trust?

Don't trust that 'they' will do the best for us?

That instead of using the anger energy into an action energy,

we prefer to attack/defend/walk away 

then to deal with this hurt inside of us?

How hurt are we still

 by what went on when we were a child?

How hurt are we still

by what 'the church/the school/the country'

did to us?

Do we still feel powerless,

and forget

we are mature AND CAN deal with this?

I can understand that for some groups their is still 

a lot of anger towards  governments:

they mistreated them, didn't trust them

and it had huge effects......

It is a challenge to heal this and move on

only.....

not dealing with it and healing it will be worse.......

Don't we see this in the middle east right now?

Everywhere in the world there are new community's,

people with the same ideology 

who live and work together.

Sometimes it is working, often they become cults.

It looks like that 'hurt' people look for safety/security,

they even start new country's.....

If those people get help to heal that hurt, and become

their own unique, authentic power again

then it is great! 

Only.....many times there are 'hurt leaders'

leaders who don't deal with their own hurt

and money is involved,

and misuse of power.

Now the energy is moving forward,

I hope you can look back at all your experiences.

I hope you learned from them and......

move on to the life you like to live.

and live your success.

How do you feel in a group?

Do you feel you can be yourself?

If not....

how do you feel in your relationships:

can you be YOU or....do you have to adapt.....

Is there communication,

is there respect,

can you agree to disagree.....

This morning I read that 18 country's 

are backing up the genocide case against Israel....

It started with a few country's, 

now only 3 country's don't agree.

What will happen now?

Will they stand up and hold Israel accountable?

With the energy we are in this is possible.

Mercury is still in Pisces, 

so it is also possible that there will be a focus

on something else.......put up a smokescreen.....

Whatever is happening:

I hope you choose to deal with your fear or anxiety,

to Know and believe: 

Love is a much stronger energy!

Go on with healing inside,

listen to your body: it doesn't lie!

Connect with like minded people

and speak YOUR truth 

and still feel respected.

What will you do today

to start with the life you choose to live?

Do you need to set boundaries?

Make sure they are from within,

so you don't need to build walls.......

You are YOU and part of a group,

You respect and doesn't always agree,

You love and feel free to be you.

You take time to connect with others 

and take time to connect with yourself.

Only you have the power......

 

Jupiter went direct again,

from November it went retrograde.

Jupiter, the planet of healing, growing of 'to much,

of religion, philosophy and world views

in the sign of Cancer.

In the sign of cancer the world should be a 

good and safe place. 

It should be an emotional, nurturing time,

rooted in safety, emotional safety.

You should focus on being grateful

and Know that the resource inside of us

are the key to abundance......

How safe and secure is our inner child,

your inner child....?

With Jupiter going retrograde in November

we got the time to heal our emotional wounds.....

At that time Saturn and Neptune touched Jupiter,

both planets were in Pisces.....

the end before a new beginning....

-Neptune started in Pisces in 2011.....-

When I look at the world I wonder

what happened 'behind the scenes' 

things we don't know anything about.....

And....

'all of a sudden' there was a war......

How many wounds are showing up.....

how unsafe do we feel when we look 

at these images.....

How is it in your personal life?

What did happen the last months?

Can you take the steps to go forward?

With Saturn and Neptune now in Aries 

you can........

you don't have to choose for war,

choose to be patient, determent and....

go for YOUR dream.

Know that everything you need is inside of you!

With Jupiter in Cancer moving forward

you can ask yourself:

'did I feel safe to 'unlock the box'

am I now safe enough to move forward?'

I have a very creative niece.

She makes 'birth chests'.

Everyone is unique.

The one above was made by her.

Our granddaughter got this when she was a baby,

this week she brought the own for our grandson, 

he is 3 1/2 years old....

It was nice to see her and we started to talk,

she didn't want to sit down and I understood,

but still....

we kept talking, it was so nice to connect.

Only.......

we were mirroring each other.....

We both liked it AND....

forgot our boundaries.....

She has long-Covid.

She looks great, is enthusiastic,

is using her creativity

wants to connect 

AND......

sometimes forgets her boundaries.

We talked about it.....didn't take action.....

When I asked her how she was the next day,

she told me 'not good' and 'it was worth it'......

There was no energy left.......

We decided for next time when we meet,

we set a timer.....

Even though it is nice to connect,

it shouldn't make someone emotional exhausted....

Emotions......Jupiter in Cancer.....

She is not long-Covid.....

She chooses to find ways

that makes her life worth while,.

But still....

What does this show us al?

Everyone in the world was busy with Covid,

and when it was 'gone',

we 'forgot' about a big group of people......

Did we also 'forgot' about the  people

in the middle east/ Russia/ Ukraine?

Did we 'help' only......

forgot about their emotional safety?

How much unhealed pain from the past

is still inside.....?

Why was my niece a mirror to me?

They took another spot from my back,

it didn't feel as if it was something dangerous

-and it wasn't ;-)-

only.....it was and is a mirror.

How is it with my emotions?

Are there still some 'in the box'?

and if there are: 

am I prepared to open it and deal with it?

Can we set boundaries and still be loved.....

War and boundaries.......

End of April Uranus will go into Gemini.

Uranus is disruptive, sudden changes,

social changes, open mindedness, 

rapid shifts, new inventions.

Will people stand up because they dealt

with their wounds inside and remember

that 'we are all One' or 

do we need more war?

Will there be a break through into 'medicine'

so people like my niece who look good on the outside,

will feel good in the inside as well?

I think she shows that it could be the case,

she doesn't look at what she can not do,

she choose to do -when she can- what she can do...

-Do you realise that Long Covid patience 

need to lay down 20 hours a day.

So...if you see and talk to them remember: their time is very precious-

Look at your life and

choose to deal with 

what is at war around you.....

AND

look inside 'the box'....

In July Jupiter will go into Leo and it will

make a nice aspect with Neptune and Saturn.

What will we do?

What will the leaders do?

Will we hear ego speaking or do we see real leaders.....

Could it be that  we start to build 

a safe world for everyone

instead of to destroy?

I hope so.

Saturn in Aries: do you choose to go to the next level?

 

Saturn moved into Aries....

You can get help from teachers AND

.....you have to take the steps by yourself....

In 1996 Saturn moved into Aries as well.

What happened with you between 1996 and 1998?

These two years you had to start new,

had to take action 

to get what YOU wanted/ choose to.

Did you also had to let go?

-For the older ones of us: also between 1967 and 1969-

If you were very young,

you most likely couldn't take action yourself,

and.....

had to find a way to survive.

On the outside world you 'accepted' 

only....

did you developed unhealthy ways to survive.....

immature ways.....

Now is the time to change and heal them

and find healthy ways, mature ways.....

Saturn has to do with 'rules/ parents/ society',

what we 'should and must do'.

It has to do with morals, surviving, hard working.

We need the rules, determination and patience of Saturn

to live in a society, to be free,

only.....

we still have a lot of rules that are not helping us,

rules that are used to 'keep us small',

so we 'behave'.......

It is as looking at young people, teenagers:

they want to be free and are challenging the rules of parents.

Are these rules helping them to be free,

or.....are these rules for parents to dominate, 

to be 'the boss'.......

How is it with governments,

are there rules to make society healthy, sustainable

or are there rules to suppress,

to make obedient people instead of authentic people.

What about social media/mobile phones:

are they suppressing us, are we 'programmed'

or does it helps us to be authentic, unique......

Could it be that we 'forget' to be creative,

are we going back to be suppressed by a tool

that secretly has rules/plans of its own....

Let's choose not to loose ourselves,

Let's choose to heal,

one step at a time.

I had to let go in both the last times of Saturn in Aries,

the first time, I had to 'survive' 

and couldn't find a healthy way to deal with it.

On the other hand: it made me the person who I am now,

and I am grateful.

Grateful for the path of healing, 

starting the second time.

Also a time of healing and conscious

starting with a new path.

How will it be this time?

I am curious,

I take it one step at a time

and trust.......

The choice is ours: victim or victor?

 

And then it is February.

A month were we see a lot of energy changes,

huge ones....

We felt these energy's a bit the last years,

so we could 'taste' it, 

now we are shedding our last 'skins'

-it is also the end of the year of the Snake-

so we can start new.

On the 3th. Uranus will go forward again,

the last part of Taurus:

are you holding on to habits/patterns that are outdated,

are there parts of you that still believe you

can not live the life YOU choose?

What did Uranus show you the last 5 months,

when it was retrograde?

With Neptune into Aries now,

you can not hold on to 'I am a victim'

or 'I am not capable off..'

You ARE capable, you ARE courageous,

you ARE unique!

It still can be challenging to know 

what to do and how....

Alexander Klöpping over een nieuwe AI-tool: "Het is super gevaarlijke technologie" | Eva

This is in Dutch....

-most likely there is a tool to get translation-

It is about a new AI tool, 

it can 'think for it self'.....

To show this, he bought a new computer and a new phone:

'I don't want it to get all my information,

because I don't know what it will do with it.....'

Neptune in Aries is great,

only....it can go to quick,

we can forget

 that there could be consequences.

-like the mobile phone for children-

 

Luckily Saturn will join....

it will help Neptune to 'slow down',

to be responsible....to take the time that is needed...

A reminder for the coming years:

Neptune and Saturn both have shadows.

If you feel you are in the shadow,

Know that an old energy/wound is coming up:

choose to rest, accept and heal.

Shadow of Neptune energy:

 you feel you are in a mental fog, confused,

 you  want to escape....

 -working to hard, not working at all,

 drinking, smoking, scrolling etc.-

Shadow of Saturn energy: 

you are pessimistic, doubt yourself 

and are afraid, feel fear, feel guilty.

If you feel this, go to the mature, 

powerful meaning of these planets.

Neptune: Intuition, trust in the unseen, surrender,

Know there is a deeper meaning.

Saturn: Discipline and manifestation, 

patient and determination.

So:

be patient, determent and trust 

while following your dream.

Saturn will move into Aries on Feb.14....Valentines day...

On Feb. 20 Saturn will join Neptune:

This energy transforms hesitation into movement,

it no longer will  tolerate avoidance or self betrayal.

What falls away clears the path for honesty and action.

So....till then we are shedding.....

it is a chaordic situation 

-chaos that is needed so we can  move into a new order-

The Solar eclipse on the 17th with the start of the year of the horse

is 'helping' us to take the next step...

This month we also have a Mercury retrograde period,

this time in Pisces.

Pisces is connected with Neptune,

so it helps you to go inside,

to let go, to trust.

Most likely it will show were 

there is mental fog, illusions and/or negative self talk.

Be grateful, forgive yourself

and choose to go for your dreams!

Between Feb. 12 and Feb 26

we are in the shadow period,

so we get signs.

From 26 till March 21,

when it is its retrograde period,

we can look inside,

re-do, re-flect, re-align, re-visit.

Misunderstanding, traffic issues,

appointment cancelations etc...

communicate, ask again and.....trust....

With Uranus going direct as well

it helps you to be YOU,

the unique, authentic person you are.

With Neptune/Saturn,

you set clear boundaries and doing consciously

what is needed to live the life you choose.

And....letting go of control is part of it......

Sometimes you think you are on the right path,

only your body, relationships, society and/or finances

are showing something different.....

The Cosmos is showing you, 

that you need to do some more 'work'

Can you accept, trust and do what is needed

or.....do you blame, point fingers and feel a victim....

Do you ask for help or do you want to do it all by yourself,

or the other way around......

Signs....part 3

 

The period of Neptune in Pisces is over,

and we are moving into a new period: Neptune in Aries.

Did you/we/ the world let go of being a victim?

Are we trusting more or.....

do we still believe in illusions....

Are we ready for the next step,

are we prepared to take the first step

to take action towards our dream.

Last week I felt like a victim.....

the insurance didn't pay the damage of my car

-I wrote about that the end of 2024-

They send a sample to Germany to test it and:

'it was not by a car but a garage door'.......

I was touched at a deep level......

I couldn't believe that this could happen

and I called......

they listened and had to put me through another employee.

While they did I had to wait and......

I got and took the time to feel:

why was I soooo upset?!?

All of a sudden I realist that an old wound was touched:

not being believed, treated as someone who is dishonest/a fraud....

When I expressed this, they understood and 

'we don't believe this, only this is a different department,

we can not do anything about this, you have to ask -and pay-

for a contra expertise'

I looked for one -she helped me- and I send a mail....

'we only work with insurance company's not with individuals'.....

I can go on and fight or/and.....look inside and heal that part...

Saturn is still in Pisces.....can we take responsibility

or....don't we know how?

How are governments dealing with their people?

Are there still veils/illusions/dishonesty......?

Next month Saturn will go into Aries as well.

We get the change to take responsible action.

We can be determent, be patient  AND....we GO for it....

On February 20 Saturn and Neptune will join.

The last time these two came together 

was the fall of the Berlin Wall.

It is a time of new beginnings, 

new goals: what are YOUR goals?

Just before they come together there is an eclipse.

An eclipse is a turning point, 

it is unveiling what was hidden.

It will be a Solar eclipse -the moon is in front of the sun-

it is an energy of new beginnings.

Uranus and Venus are involved: 

do we respect each other, do we feel we belong to a group

AND can be ourselves?

Do we speak up or ....

.are we afraid for the consequences....

With Saturn joining Neptune, it could be

that we go for it....

Knowing and realising we are all One....

In Holland there is 'a storm' in a political party.

The leader speaks and the rest of the party is 'quiet'.

They came in parliament in 2011 

-Yes...when Neptune went into Pisces.....-

Last week 'all of a sudden' 7 people left the party,

a huge thing to do......

Together they are strong....

they don't want to be controlled anymore. 

Interesting fact: the leader loves Trump and Netanyahu....

The people who left the party

were friends with the leader for a long time....

It is hard and challenging to hurt a friend or loved one

only if it is not right anymore it is the best thing you can do....

If not, unhealed leaders will stay

and disrespect and hurt 'the group/family/society/country'

If a leader is not ok, 

even if it is a friend, a co worker, 

a family member, spouse,

you have to speak up, not only for you,

but for all the people.......

To respect them and you.

Choose to be aware,

so you can make changes.

Feel your emotions and

choose to look inside before acting.

If you can than you act from love and determination,

you can act so you can have the life

that makes you happy.

Will it happen overnight?

Most likely not......

Be determent, be patient 

AND

keep on the best outcome in mind!

Signs, part 2

 

Can you be different

and feel part of society?

Do you need a label

or can you 'just be you'?

I am not a fan of labels.

For me labels show that you belong to a group

that doesn't feel seen.

This label gives you 'permission'

to be different ....as if you need this:

you don't NEED permission....

YOU are exactly how you should be.

Does it mean you can behave in a way

that hurt other people?

No......

Every person should 

AND be respected as he or she is

AND respect others as well...

This takes practice, determination,

respect, patience and compassion.

If you look around you,

I am sure you don't see always the respect,

the determination, patience or compassion.

I am sure when you look back in history

you can not understand that we still repeat...

repait while we were 'determent' that we

would never do this..... 

War in the world, 'war' in relationships,

'war' in our body's, 'war' in our minds....

What do you choose?

Fear or love.

If you choose fear, 

you don't address what is important for you

not in relationships, family or society.

If you choose fear,

your mind will stay immature,

not believing that you are love and loved.

If you choose fear,

society will dictate your moves

and you can not live the life you like to live.

Choose Love....

Be aware, 

choose to be grateful for the signs

and....instead of feeling a victim,

Know that deep down you have the power!

These signs are there to help you grow,

to help you go from fear to love.

Is it always easy to do?

No....it is not.....only

I believe is worse if you don't do it.....

Do we have enough patience,

are we determent enough,

or.....

do we want a 'short cut'......

Do we take responsibility for our own life

or do we want others to do this for us.....

I like the 5 pillars: it shows you that 

you are as strong as your weakest pillar.

You can be very good and successful in your job,

only....

if your body is not as you want it to be,

you should choose to focus on that body more....

You can have a wonderful relationship,

only.....if your mind is full of worry,

you should choose to focus on your mind....

You can have more than enough money,

only if you are all by yourself and lonely,

you could choose to focus on your relationships.....

Look for the signs that show that you are courageous.

Starting to read a few pages of a book every day....

Starting to have a 'detox': 

- no social media after 20.00

- setting boundaries to people that cost energy

- stop working at a certain time

Start a new behaviour:

-start on time every day

-start a new hobby

-walk instead of using a car 1 day a week.

-smile to the person in the store.

AND.....

after a few weeks: 

look again at the signs....

Do you get different ones?

Do you sleep better?

Did you meet different people?

Did something change at work, your environment?

Do you feel more relaxed.....loved?

At the end of this month Neptune will leave Pisces

and go into Aries:

choose to leave your victim ship, illusions

and do what is needed to live the life you choose.

Saturn will meet Neptune next month,

so you get the help that is needed 

to manifest what you choose.

Make sure it is YOUR choice,

not something 'society/other people' let you believe

you should choose......

YOU are important,

YOU are unique,

YOU are needed.

Enjoy and choose love...

Be determent, be patient,

one day at a time...

Be like a reindeer....

Signs....

 A new year has begun.

I hope you all started 2026 in a good way. 

After a year were we got a prelude of

what will be the energy the coming years,

we will stay in this energy after April.

For now we still have some 'old energy' to clear.

In Feb. Neptune and Saturn will stay in Aries

and in April Uranus will stay in Gemini.

Till then we most likely get some 'signs',

signs that will help us to change what needs to be changed,

so we can be the best version of our selves.

Signs, synchronicity:

did you recognize them last year?

Did they help you to change?

How did you look at the signs: 

good/bad or as a 'present'?

If you look at the 5 pillars

-mind, body, relationship, society, finance-

and look at their signs it can be very helpful.

For me my melanoma was a sign,

it helped to to set boundaries,

helped me to let go of some old fears,

and take time for me.

So even if it was challenging for my 'body',

it helped my 'mind'.

By letting go of old patterns

 I became more honest and open,

so it helped my 'relationships'.

And by that the 'society' pillar: for some 

it must have been challenging

to experience that 'I changed'

It helped my body as well: 

I relaxed more and took more time for 'me'

Most likely, deep down,

I had some issues I wasn't ready to deal with

only.....

'my soul' knew I had to let it go

and I needed 'help'.

Neptune/Saturn from Pisces into Aries:

letting go of being a victim,

and.....start new...

Taking action, being patient and follow your dream.

For me 'the wars' in the world

are challenging....I am sure you feel the same....

I see 'leaders' who power over instead of leading by inner power.

Instead of looking at all the people involved,

wanting the best,

they 'need' to be seen.....showing how insecure they are...

'ego talking'....

I also see leaders who are afraid to speak up 'because'

then it will get worse.......

Instead of real communication, respect,

it is a game of manipulation....

People are suffering, genocide,

destroying buildings......

Neptune/Saturn in Pisces......dishonesty, blaming, addiction...

How am I dealing with this,

what kind of emotions are touched.

A change to see it as a sign,

to look inside: were am I not using my power,

were am I manipulating.....

With Neptune/Saturn in Aries,

we are asked to let go of the feeling of being a victim.

We have the power to change....step by step.

Letting go of 'instant gratification' and understand the power of

determination and patience

while keeping our goal in mind....

For me the main goal is: 

a world in peace

a world were there is respect for each other

a world were we realise 'we are all One'.

How about social media,

are we addicted?

Are we as society doing what is needed

to protect young people/young adults?

Do we choose instant gratification 

or do we choose -now we know better-

to change the 'rules'......

'Use it or lose it'.......our muscles if we don't move/exercise

and our brain....if we don't read, study and/or being curious....

As someone said:

'Our brain needs 'only a banana' to function

and A1needs the energy of 'a city'....'

With Uranus going into Gemini:

will we find a new way to socialize,

use electricity in a new way?

Do we make choices from fear

or from love?

Do we realise we are still human beings

who need to connect......face to face....

How is it with our inner child....

How do you talk to it?

Do you protect it, help to heal?

Does it know that it is ok?

Does it know he/she is good, just the way it is.

Do you give it the love it needs...

Are you listening to the signs it gives you?

Signs.

Could it be that from this year their will be a breakthrough

with viruses?

Could it be that this year speak their voice 

and there will be demonstration so there will be change

or....will there be demonstration because of anger and fear....

How ready are we?

We are not victims,

we are 'powerful beyond measure'

And....

if you don't feel like that,

start....

feeling it step by step....

With this new energy you can!

No shortcuts anymore.

Let this energy help you to go for your dream:

-a healthy lifestyle

-doing a study so you can follow your dream 

-start new with compassion...one step at a time.

Your mind is more powerful then a computer

and......live  YOUR life, 

'Be the change you want to see in this world' 

You are unique,

let others  be unique as well.

YOU are needed because no one else 

can give what YOU have to give in this world....