Discussions, Pluto and Peace....part 2

 

When you read this, it sounds 'easy'

only....Pluto is not always 'easy'......

It is as going into those caves in Mallorca.

You have to go deep inside of yourself,

to deal with what is hidden inside of you.

Hidden because you couldn't deal with it in the past,

most likely because you were a child,

or because you have some energy with you 

from past generations.

We went into three caves

 and all tree were different.

The first one was a huge one,

beautiful, not to deep. 

You could walk around it,

and use steps to go to the different parts.

There was no railing

and although that was ok for me,

it was not ok for Jaap.

Sometimes it is more easy then other times,

to dig deep and deal with your fears/old habits.

If it is easy for you,

you can be 'a railing' for someone else.....

'A railing' so others can go deep and heal

and find beauty.

Where in your life can you be 'a railing'

and ....where in your life can you ask for 'a railing'....

In that cave, there was a family with children.

Most likely they went there 

because the weather was not so nice that day.....

I walked behind them and there was an argument:

'We paid so much, so we are not leaving so soon,

keep on walking!'

Can you accept that you are where you are now

and deal with the consequences of your decisions earlier.

Can you choose to look around and find

beauty....something to be grateful for?

The second cave was totally different.

We had to go deep and there was a railing.

It was also slippery

and......

there were people at corners,

wanting us to go faster......

There was no time to really look at the beauty of the cave.

Isn't that what we do sometimes as well?

We want to go deep, fast, we want to heal, fast....

forgetting to take our time to 'enjoy' the path,

to look and deal what went on in the past....

 
This cave had also water inside 

and we went all the way to the bottom.

There we 'had to' take a seat.

It was beautiful and calm and......

we had to wait till everyone had a seat.....

That took a long time.........

How often did you go deep, dealt with old emotions

and.....were waiting for 'the miracle'.

A miracle that didn't come/didn't come in  what you expected.......

When everyone was sitting down and the lights went out,

beautiful music filled the cave.

Musician on a boat played classical music....

Our  reward of going deep, being patient.....

As someone said to me after:

'the most beautiful and moving experience I ever had'....

Pluto.......go deep, heal, transform.....

The third cave was a cave next to a Dinosaur park.

It had 3 parts, 3 little caves. 

The first one was educational,

they showed  how it was discovered

and also showed the evolution on the cave wall.

Very interesting and someone stumbled,

nothing bad, but still.

Pluto is also stress......it is a 'bursting volcano',

an eruption.....

How much stress is there still in your system.

If we want to change, to transform,

we have to change our thinking,

we have to choose to educate ourselves.

Realising that there are also other ways to live. 

It is not always easy to practise what we know/learn,

wisdom is knowledge plus selflove.....

The last weeks I had a lot of people who were stressed out:

they know what they should do to feel better

only.....

it is challenging to practise it in daily life.

Instead of accepting this, being patient and realising

that something old is still 'in charge' 

- parts that 'believes'

that this is what they need to feel safe and secure-

they blame themselves, judge and punish.......

Pluto will 'help' to let go,

only......trust and accept....

have compassion with your wounded self

that is still deep in the cave.

It will come out if you choose to be loving to that part.

After this,

we came into the middle cave.

It was green, lot's of plants,

there was a place were you could sit down,

have something to drink

and relax.......

Just as you need to do,

when you went deep,

when you had to deal with emotions.

Let the stress go and.......rest....relax....

Can you relax?

Is it ok to do 'nothing'?

Can you 'just enjoy'?

And when we went in the third cave,

it was 'light'......

different minerals, different colours

'light'.....peaceful

And....there was also water, 

there was also music

as if we could experience all of it again,

only in a less 'hectic' way......

Often, 

after we had a breakthrough in emotions',

we get 'tested'.....something similar is happening

only.....

now we can deal with it in a easier way......

Be grateful, be patient, 

have compassion with yourself, trust

and realise that the healing goes on....

If there is still stress somewhere in your life:

KNow there is  still pain somewhere inside of you.

Accept it and deal with it when it comes your way.

and till then....have compassion with yourself.

KNow you have the power and courage to deal with it,

KNow you don't have to do it all by yourself:

be 'a railing' or ask for one.

KNow that if you stumble or fall you can stand up again.

And while going on your path:

decide to enjoy,

to have fun,

be grateful

and be more and more at peace.

Discussions, Pluto and.....Peace.....

 I started this blog the end of April,

just before our holiday......

Discussions and argument....

With the last full moon,

it could be that you were challenged....

Did you had a discussion or an argument?

For me an argument shows insecurity

unhealed trauma, control.

Control to hide fear and lack of respect.

A discussion shows connection,

curiosity and trust....

Trust that there is respect and love.

How do you protect your peace?

My way -for a long time- was

'doing'......to make the other feel 'good'.

While doing this I was also running away of a 'argument'....

Afraid of people being angry or upset,

afraid of starting a discussion....

angry voices/loud voices touched something inside

I didn't want to deal with......

Israel and Palestine.....Jews in world war 2

Iran..... the 'people' and religion

America.....

And.....now after our holiday....

Pluto went retrograde and will stay there till October.

We will re-visit the period from Jan. till now.

What will happen with 'the wars' in the world,

this energy can help to transform......

if we can let go of control.....

to let Uranus in Gemini help: communication at a new level

and Neptune and Saturn in Aries to have a grounded vision.

Pluto wants you to dig deep:

Where in your life did you avoid confrontations,

Where in your life did you settle 

instead of go for what you want.

Where in your life you believe 

you have still to control instead of trust.

Where in your life did you believe

you have to do it all by yourself and can not ask for help.

Our first day of the holiday I got a 'new mirror',

one I never had before: I got pickpocketed.......

I 'lost' a lot AND....gained even more......

Of course I had to go to the police,

got the time to look inside and realised:

'my love/power/money' is not in balance ....yet...

We traveled around, saw a nice waterfall,

went into a cave,

meet up with family/friend,

went together in another cave.

Travelled in the mountains

-scary roads......same as you go for what you want:

it is scary AND.....you go on....you want to see the view-

We stayed in an old 'finca' and in modern hotels,

in old parts of the city and at new parts.

There was a lot of rain expected,

only....we went 'around' it, it seems.

Only the last day we had some rain and....

because of that a beautiful rainbow

So, what will you choose to have the coming time:

arguments of discussions?

Can you have a discussion with your self?

A respectful one.....

knowing that most likely a wounded child is involved?

I hear people blaming them self if they need medicine,

as if they failed....

I hear people blaming them self for being to tired,

as if only working hard is ok....

I hear people blaming energy because they don't get what they want,

as if energy is about good/not good......it 'just is'.....

Let's choose to be honest, 'brutal honest' with ourselves,

what is our passion.....

Do we live it and if not: why not?

Pluto is not only 'brutal honest' it is

also brave, has all the courage you need,

KNOWS that YOU are powerful beyond measure....

Go for it!

Do I believe that I am being blamed for being pickpocketed?

No, I do not.

Do I believe that I could use it to help me?

I do.  

-My dad said ones when money lose was involved: 'See it as an expensive lesson'-

Trusting is ok AND....needs boundaries.....

Loving is ok AND......needs boundaries....

Giving is ok AND......needs boundaries.....

It also showed me that I am much more at peace inside of me,

It also made me more determined to enjoy more

to have more fun.

To live even more in the Now.

At the end of our holiday,

I got a free meal......

it came at a moment when I didn't want to eat anymore.....

I was grateful and....felt I had to eat it because it was 'a present'....

Even if it is a great gift do I have to take it ?!?

Something to invest;-)

Abundance.....

I stopped to make a picture of abundance.

Slow moving Planets......

 

We had the slow moving planets changing from sign.

Slow moving AND planets that make a huge different....

First Pluto, then Neptune and this month,

the last one, Uranus on April 26th.

We also have no retrograde planets anymore till May 6th,

so we can move forward....

we can......or.....is our wound still speaking.....

I see in my clients -so also in me ;-)-

the link between Neptune and Pluto.....

Very important: 

as a child you can not deal

with the energy of these planets,

it is to big. 

So you deal with them in your own

immature way.

You deal with them to 'survive'.

If you are hurt, Neptune choose to help you to survive.

It does it by finding ways to be loved,

to make your parents happy and.....

as a teenagers you can start an addiction:

alcohol, drugs, getting in the 'wrong' crowd.....

And if you don't heal and deal with this, 

Pluto will 'help' you to transform

in a Pluto way: 

if you don't do it, I will''

'War, Cancer' in body's, relationships,

society, mind and finances

are the signs.....

At the age of 27/28 you are challenged with Saturn.

Can you take responsibility for YOU or....

do you still follow the rules and regulation/norms

from your upbringing.

Are you ready to open the cage....

Remember the cage -Saturn- is never locked.....

We can get out if we realise this.....

Saturn moved in Aries.

The coming two year we get the change

to work at our inner structure,

so we can deal with pressure

and act with intentions 

instead of choosing to react.

We can build discipline and patience.

What do YOU want, what do YOU choose.

If we choose to do this we can go to Uranus:

be free, authentic, unique AND be part of 'All'.

There is one big challenge.....

If we choose to go there

we have to deal with Chiron,

our inner wound.

And ....

we 'don't like' to go to our wound....

it is painful and we don't like pain.....

Only......

if we don't go through it we can not be free.....

Start 'small',

start with your own family.

How many of you didn't realise how sensitive you were....

How many of you are still trying to please,

believing you have to DO instead of Be 

to be loved.....

How many of you follow your intuition or....not

because you don't trust it.........Neptune.

How many of you had to deal with 

Cancer, immune system illnesses, dead.

How many of you had to deal with war,

fires, natural disasters......Pluto....

How many of you are still feeling you are in 'a cage'.

The cage of structure of government,

of family rules, relationship rules

and feel guilty and ashamed 

if you choose for youselves.

Rheumatism, brittle bones, chronic illness,

inherited illness.......Saturn.

If you can feel this,

then you are in the energy of Uranus.

You feel at peace,

you Know you have your own unique gift

AND....

you like to share it with the people around you

Uranus will move into Gemini on the 26th

till may 2033.

It comes from Taurus: the planet of money,

safety, nature...

Uranus the planet of sudden changes.......

Did we get changes for the best or...

a lot of changes from unhealed energy.....

In Gemini we can expect breakthroughs

in communication, education,

technology and social justice.

The more safe we feel inside,

the easier it is to 'open up our cage' and go....

feel free......

Were do you feel stress in your body,

were do you feel stress in relationships,

were do you feel stress in your work,

your mind, society......

Investigate,

be patient,

and celebrate life.

Enjoy, have fun,

rest, relax and be grateful.

Slow moving planets make a huge difference:

could that be a sign for us as well:

Slow moving will bring us far.....?

Moving forward.....

 

With the Spring equinox

en Mercury going direct,

we are in an energy of moving forward.

 

In Holland we had the regional elections

and not a lot of people went to vote.

I read an article were someone said:

'Voting is for slaves, we are not slaves,

we have to change from within.'

For me he is forgetting that we have Pluto in Aquarius

and Uranus coming soon in Gemini:

Yes, we have to change from within 

AND

we have to realise that we are all One, all together.

If a big part of the group is not voting, 

then 'the power'

goes to the small group that voted......

They 'choose' for you.......

you give your power away...

I also feel: 

If you don't vote, you don't take responsibility.......

For me we are all part of the group AND 

each of us are unique.

Each of us can bring something special to the group...

We also have to respect that you can not always

get what you want and.....

have to find a middle way,

so it is good for all.

Can you respect an other opinion,

or do you want it YOUR way?

The government you choose is 

making sure you have good infrastructure,

child support, unemployment, sickness, old age benefits etc.

I am sure you choose to accept it if you need this...

could it be that by doing this 

you are responsible to vote as well....?

Could it be that we still are so hurt inside

by authority

 -parents, family, society, country-

that we don't trust?

Don't trust that 'they' will do the best for us?

That instead of using the anger energy into an action energy,

we prefer to attack/defend/walk away 

then to deal with this hurt inside of us?

How hurt are we still

 by what went on when we were a child?

How hurt are we still

by what 'the church/the school/the country'

did to us?

Do we still feel powerless,

and forget

we are mature AND CAN deal with this?

I can understand that for some groups their is still 

a lot of anger towards  governments:

they mistreated them, didn't trust them

and it had huge effects......

It is a challenge to heal this and move on

only.....

not dealing with it and healing it will be worse.......

Don't we see this in the middle east right now?

Everywhere in the world there are new community's,

people with the same ideology 

who live and work together.

Sometimes it is working, often they become cults.

It looks like that 'hurt' people look for safety/security,

they even start new country's.....

If those people get help to heal that hurt, and become

their own unique, authentic power again

then it is great! 

Only.....many times there are 'hurt leaders'

leaders who don't deal with their own hurt

and money is involved,

and misuse of power.

Now the energy is moving forward,

I hope you can look back at all your experiences.

I hope you learned from them and......

move on to the life you like to live.

and live your success.

How do you feel in a group?

Do you feel you can be yourself?

If not....

how do you feel in your relationships:

can you be YOU or....do you have to adapt.....

Is there communication,

is there respect,

can you agree to disagree.....

This morning I read that 18 country's 

are backing up the genocide case against Israel....

It started with a few country's, 

now only 3 country's don't agree.

What will happen now?

Will they stand up and hold Israel accountable?

With the energy we are in this is possible.

Mercury is still in Pisces, 

so it is also possible that there will be a focus

on something else.......put up a smokescreen.....

Whatever is happening:

I hope you choose to deal with your fear or anxiety,

to Know and believe: 

Love is a much stronger energy!

Go on with healing inside,

listen to your body: it doesn't lie!

Connect with like minded people

and speak YOUR truth 

and still feel respected.

What will you do today

to start with the life you choose to live?

Do you need to set boundaries?

Make sure they are from within,

so you don't need to build walls.......

You are YOU and part of a group,

You respect and doesn't always agree,

You love and feel free to be you.

You take time to connect with others 

and take time to connect with yourself.

Only you have the power......

 

Jupiter went direct again,

from November it went retrograde.

Jupiter, the planet of healing, growing of 'to much,

of religion, philosophy and world views

in the sign of Cancer.

In the sign of cancer the world should be a 

good and safe place. 

It should be an emotional, nurturing time,

rooted in safety, emotional safety.

You should focus on being grateful

and Know that the resource inside of us

are the key to abundance......

How safe and secure is our inner child,

your inner child....?

With Jupiter going retrograde in November

we got the time to heal our emotional wounds.....

At that time Saturn and Neptune touched Jupiter,

both planets were in Pisces.....

the end before a new beginning....

-Neptune started in Pisces in 2011.....-

When I look at the world I wonder

what happened 'behind the scenes' 

things we don't know anything about.....

And....

'all of a sudden' there was a war......

How many wounds are showing up.....

how unsafe do we feel when we look 

at these images.....

How is it in your personal life?

What did happen the last months?

Can you take the steps to go forward?

With Saturn and Neptune now in Aries 

you can........

you don't have to choose for war,

choose to be patient, determent and....

go for YOUR dream.

Know that everything you need is inside of you!

With Jupiter in Cancer moving forward

you can ask yourself:

'did I feel safe to 'unlock the box'

am I now safe enough to move forward?'

I have a very creative niece.

She makes 'birth chests'.

Everyone is unique.

The one above was made by her.

Our granddaughter got this when she was a baby,

this week she brought the own for our grandson, 

he is 3 1/2 years old....

It was nice to see her and we started to talk,

she didn't want to sit down and I understood,

but still....

we kept talking, it was so nice to connect.

Only.......

we were mirroring each other.....

We both liked it AND....

forgot our boundaries.....

She has long-Covid.

She looks great, is enthusiastic,

is using her creativity

wants to connect 

AND......

sometimes forgets her boundaries.

We talked about it.....didn't take action.....

When I asked her how she was the next day,

she told me 'not good' and 'it was worth it'......

There was no energy left.......

We decided for next time when we meet,

we set a timer.....

Even though it is nice to connect,

it shouldn't make someone emotional exhausted....

Emotions......Jupiter in Cancer.....

She is not long-Covid.....

She chooses to find ways

that makes her life worth while,.

But still....

What does this show us al?

Everyone in the world was busy with Covid,

and when it was 'gone',

we 'forgot' about a big group of people......

Did we also 'forgot' about the  people

in the middle east/ Russia/ Ukraine?

Did we 'help' only......

forgot about their emotional safety?

How much unhealed pain from the past

is still inside.....?

Why was my niece a mirror to me?

They took another spot from my back,

it didn't feel as if it was something dangerous

-and it wasn't ;-)-

only.....it was and is a mirror.

How is it with my emotions?

Are there still some 'in the box'?

and if there are: 

am I prepared to open it and deal with it?

Can we set boundaries and still be loved.....

War and boundaries.......

End of April Uranus will go into Gemini.

Uranus is disruptive, sudden changes,

social changes, open mindedness, 

rapid shifts, new inventions.

Will people stand up because they dealt

with their wounds inside and remember

that 'we are all One' or 

do we need more war?

Will there be a break through into 'medicine'

so people like my niece who look good on the outside,

will feel good in the inside as well?

I think she shows that it could be the case,

she doesn't look at what she can not do,

she choose to do -when she can- what she can do...

-Do you realise that Long Covid patience 

need to lay down 20 hours a day.

So...if you see and talk to them remember: their time is very precious-

Look at your life and

choose to deal with 

what is at war around you.....

AND

look inside 'the box'....

In July Jupiter will go into Leo and it will

make a nice aspect with Neptune and Saturn.

What will we do?

What will the leaders do?

Will we hear ego speaking or do we see real leaders.....

Could it be that  we start to build 

a safe world for everyone

instead of to destroy?

I hope so.

Saturn in Aries: do you choose to go to the next level?

 

Saturn moved into Aries....

You can get help from teachers AND

.....you have to take the steps by yourself....

In 1996 Saturn moved into Aries as well.

What happened with you between 1996 and 1998?

These two years you had to start new,

had to take action 

to get what YOU wanted/ choose to.

Did you also had to let go?

-For the older ones of us: also between 1967 and 1969-

If you were very young,

you most likely couldn't take action yourself,

and.....

had to find a way to survive.

On the outside world you 'accepted' 

only....

did you developed unhealthy ways to survive.....

immature ways.....

Now is the time to change and heal them

and find healthy ways, mature ways.....

Saturn has to do with 'rules/ parents/ society',

what we 'should and must do'.

It has to do with morals, surviving, hard working.

We need the rules, determination and patience of Saturn

to live in a society, to be free,

only.....

we still have a lot of rules that are not helping us,

rules that are used to 'keep us small',

so we 'behave'.......

It is as looking at young people, teenagers:

they want to be free and are challenging the rules of parents.

Are these rules helping them to be free,

or.....are these rules for parents to dominate, 

to be 'the boss'.......

How is it with governments,

are there rules to make society healthy, sustainable

or are there rules to suppress,

to make obedient people instead of authentic people.

What about social media/mobile phones:

are they suppressing us, are we 'programmed'

or does it helps us to be authentic, unique......

Could it be that we 'forget' to be creative,

are we going back to be suppressed by a tool

that secretly has rules/plans of its own....

Let's choose not to loose ourselves,

Let's choose to heal,

one step at a time.

I had to let go in both the last times of Saturn in Aries,

the first time, I had to 'survive' 

and couldn't find a healthy way to deal with it.

On the other hand: it made me the person who I am now,

and I am grateful.

Grateful for the path of healing, 

starting the second time.

Also a time of healing and conscious

starting with a new path.

How will it be this time?

I am curious,

I take it one step at a time

and trust.......

The choice is ours: victim or victor?

 

And then it is February.

A month were we see a lot of energy changes,

huge ones....

We felt these energy's a bit the last years,

so we could 'taste' it, 

now we are shedding our last 'skins'

-it is also the end of the year of the Snake-

so we can start new.

On the 3th. Uranus will go forward again,

the last part of Taurus:

are you holding on to habits/patterns that are outdated,

are there parts of you that still believe you

can not live the life YOU choose?

What did Uranus show you the last 5 months,

when it was retrograde?

With Neptune into Aries now,

you can not hold on to 'I am a victim'

or 'I am not capable off..'

You ARE capable, you ARE courageous,

you ARE unique!

It still can be challenging to know 

what to do and how....

Alexander Klöpping over een nieuwe AI-tool: "Het is super gevaarlijke technologie" | Eva

This is in Dutch....

-most likely there is a tool to get translation-

It is about a new AI tool, 

it can 'think for it self'.....

To show this, he bought a new computer and a new phone:

'I don't want it to get all my information,

because I don't know what it will do with it.....'

Neptune in Aries is great,

only....it can go to quick,

we can forget

 that there could be consequences.

-like the mobile phone for children-

 

Luckily Saturn will join....

it will help Neptune to 'slow down',

to be responsible....to take the time that is needed...

A reminder for the coming years:

Neptune and Saturn both have shadows.

If you feel you are in the shadow,

Know that an old energy/wound is coming up:

choose to rest, accept and heal.

Shadow of Neptune energy:

 you feel you are in a mental fog, confused,

 you  want to escape....

 -working to hard, not working at all,

 drinking, smoking, scrolling etc.-

Shadow of Saturn energy: 

you are pessimistic, doubt yourself 

and are afraid, feel fear, feel guilty.

If you feel this, go to the mature, 

powerful meaning of these planets.

Neptune: Intuition, trust in the unseen, surrender,

Know there is a deeper meaning.

Saturn: Discipline and manifestation, 

patient and determination.

So:

be patient, determent and trust 

while following your dream.

Saturn will move into Aries on Feb.14....Valentines day...

On Feb. 20 Saturn will join Neptune:

This energy transforms hesitation into movement,

it no longer will  tolerate avoidance or self betrayal.

What falls away clears the path for honesty and action.

So....till then we are shedding.....

it is a chaordic situation 

-chaos that is needed so we can  move into a new order-

The Solar eclipse on the 17th with the start of the year of the horse

is 'helping' us to take the next step...

This month we also have a Mercury retrograde period,

this time in Pisces.

Pisces is connected with Neptune,

so it helps you to go inside,

to let go, to trust.

Most likely it will show were 

there is mental fog, illusions and/or negative self talk.

Be grateful, forgive yourself

and choose to go for your dreams!

Between Feb. 12 and Feb 26

we are in the shadow period,

so we get signs.

From 26 till March 21,

when it is its retrograde period,

we can look inside,

re-do, re-flect, re-align, re-visit.

Misunderstanding, traffic issues,

appointment cancelations etc...

communicate, ask again and.....trust....

With Uranus going direct as well

it helps you to be YOU,

the unique, authentic person you are.

With Neptune/Saturn,

you set clear boundaries and doing consciously

what is needed to live the life you choose.

And....letting go of control is part of it......

Sometimes you think you are on the right path,

only your body, relationships, society and/or finances

are showing something different.....

The Cosmos is showing you, 

that you need to do some more 'work'

Can you accept, trust and do what is needed

or.....do you blame, point fingers and feel a victim....

Do you ask for help or do you want to do it all by yourself,

or the other way around......