Were did your transformation took place?

 Transformation.

Pluto went into Aquarius, leaving Capricorn behind.

If you know a bit about astrology,

it is interesting to see through which house/houses

Pluto traveled the last years.

That part shows were your transformation took place.

For me it was the 4th house.

It started in 1999/2000 and now it just went into the 5th house.

The 4th house is a water house,

your emotional roots, family karma,

talents and challenges.

It has to do with emotional caretakers, 

and emotional intelligence.

It is a cardinal house, 

so it helps you to create 

emotional security for yourself and otherwise.

It helps you to find  emotional security, 

so you can create and explore when Pluto moves into the 5th house.

My parents past away in 1998,

so when Pluto moved into the 4th house

it was a huge transformation.

We just moved back to Holland:

could I be Me in an 'old setting'?

Could I be my own parent and

be emotional available for my own children?

Could I see them as mirrors or did I like to 

trust my wounded inner child?

I learned a lot.

I let go of what I thought people expected from me,

I was hurt, had to let go of people who choose to leave, 

and let go of people 

who were not good for me anymore.

I let go of 'stuff', 

sometimes not by my choosing - a fire- 

and more and more

because I choose to let go.

We moved back to the Middle East and moved back to Holland.

More and more finding an emotional stability.

Also realising -this took time ;-)- that deep down

I believed people only loved me 

if I did something for them.....

'Just' being me 'wasn't enough'.....

I didn't realise I was in 'a cage'......

a cage I didn't know I could fly out.....

It was my choice to be free.....

Knowing that being free 

didn't mean letting go of all of the past....

My grandchildren were a next step,

They are great mirrors,

unconditional love and....fun :-)

I realised that there still was an old pattern,

an old emotion....

And while moving to the Middle East in 1982

helped me to get away and 'finding Me' again,

I realised that going to London to visit my grandkids 

I could even transform a bit more:

I could AND be there for the people I love

AND be there for ME.

The time when Pluto went through my 4th house,

was a challenging time and a transforming time.

When I had diner in London

with our son and daughter I realised it was

a healing time and I am so grateful for this.

We have to realise that by knowing how it spiritual works,

we can also use this as an 'excuse'....

An excuse not to deal with our own pain......

Avoiding emotions 'because it isn't spiritual'

so not to have to look deeper inside of you......

The coming years we will be confronted by this

more and more.

We are living in a thinking world

and to deal with our emotions 

we need sometimes the outside world.....

children.......

We have to realise that there are no short cuts......

If you have children in your life,

Know that they are your mirror

if you still like to avoid your emotions....

Be grateful AND.....

choose to deal with YOUR emotions,

so it will be easier for them.....

I know some people still pay lot's of money 

to 'heal in a weekend'.....

Wouldn't it be great if it would work like this....

only....

it doesn't......

With Pluto in Aquarius,

social media, AI, can be of a great help. 

It also can connect you with groups that forgot each individual talent,

and instead of your own power you are following someone else's,

forgetting you own unique talent.....

We can expect great inventions only:

do we remember that everything can be used for the good,

only also for the bad......

Will leaders use integrity or do they still want power

-unhealed emotion-

How is it with your integrity and do you still want power....

because you believe you are 'not enough'....

Can you speak up from inner power,

so you can help change the world,

not knowing you do.....

The children peace price went this year to

Nila Ibrahimi, 17 years young.

Did we forgot about the woman in Afganistan,

who are not allowed to show themselves,

speak, get an education and sing?

Does this mirror ourselves or part of ourselves?

Let's start with dealing with our own trauma,

have compassion with ourselves,

be open to let new people in

and let people go 

if they don't make you happy

even if you love them......

Let's remember who we are:

Powerful beyond measure,

unconditional love,

All One.....