you could buy at the musical.
Music touches emotions.
You remember situations when hearing a song:
it brings you back in time.
Whenever I hear or see something from the Titanic
it brings me back when my mom was at the hospital.
-the sign of the Titanic was used in the musical as well..-
The first song from this musical was new to me,
and still.....it touched me.......
'Can you be YOU'......
The theme of the mother and daughter.
Being a female in the 70's,
'mother and wife of' was her job:
who was she?!?
Anger hidden inside,
afraid of not being good enough....
Beauty isn't what you look like or do.....
it's who you are....
That night I became ill, had to throw up.....
I can't remember when this happened the last time.....
Luckily I didn't feel sick,
The next day I just decided to be careful what to eat..
'not letting in to much...'
How often am I still doing what people expect from me,
or better: what I think people expect from me,
instead of doing what I choose to......
Everything went fine and we travelled back to Holland.
Feeling grateful to have special days with Loes
and meet up with Bas: family is special :-)
This all was on the new moon, a new start,
an energy of Scorpio:
passion, deep cleaning,
what is blocking love,
needs to go......
And then, the first night I was home,
I watched a program in Holland:
'The best singers'.
Popular singers come together for a few weeks
on a special location,
and sing for each other and share their life story.
The last evening is about duets.
Tangarine & Karin Bloemen - Too much heaven | Beste Zangers (youtube.com)
And .....
my emotions were touched straight away.....
like with the musical......
I can see a new tomorrow
Everything we own will never die
Love is such a beautiful thing, oh
When you are to me
The light above
Made for all to see
Our precious love
What is my focus........
Do I realise how beautiful live is or do I focus on what is not good enough.....
Matthijn Buwalda & Claude - Mooi | Beste Zangers 2024 (youtube.com)
A beautiful song in Dutch/French.
A reminder that you create your own luck
and are just as rich as you feel?
I thought about 'the anger' in the family.....hidden anger
and...... also not so hidden anger.....
There is cancer in our family,
depression and suicide.
There is also laughter, love, compassion,
sharing and respect in our family.
'How beautiful life can be, it just how you look at it'.....
How much of the not so hidden anger
were old emotions from within the family......
How come we judge this anger and are still ok with suppressing it.....
Is it because than 'we fit in', 'we don't make waves'?!?
Matthijn Buwalda - In gedachten | Beste Zangers 2024 (youtube.com)
Even if people can't hear how much you love them,
you still can love them in you mind....
They don't have to be in your live to still respect and love them.
It is just in an other way.
I choose to let the anger go,
because it will hurt me and I choose to stop hurting myself.......
That is why you sometimes have to let go of people
to make sure you will stay ok.....
The last song in show was:
'This is me!'
Karin Bloemen & Matthijn Buwalda - This is me | Beste Zangers 2024 (youtube.com)
Make sure you are YOU!
Be proud of it,
proud of all your scars,
of all your challenges,
because they helped you to be courageous.
They helped you to feel how powerful you are.
Let this Scorpio energy help you to let go.
Let go what is old and needs to go,
so you can feel your power more,
more love can come in.
These were some of 'my signs',
what signs did you get?
Whatever it is:
cleaning, sorting out, repairing,
meaning conversations, walking in the forest,
feeling your emotions and......
listen to music, draw, dance,
do what makes you happy!
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