Synchronicity...

Today there will be a full moon and
there is a storm warning in Holland..

Synchronicity....

This full moon is about being your unique self
AND be part of a group…..

a storm...

I decided to take a walk,
before it would be to dangerous.
It felt great :-)

I realised that walking in the storm
is just like living:

sometime if is not easy to go forward

because of the strong wind.

You have to make a conscious decision to go on.

It is as if something 

that is not going as you like it to be,

and accepting the situation as it is,

is challenging.

It is as when you feel down, or are sick,

or a loved one is going trough a rough situation

and you can not solve it for them.

It also can be if you feel you are not accepted

by a group/like minded people

because

you have a different opinion.

In a situation like that,

it is not always easy to see the positive signs

If you look at these signs,

then you realise you are being helped

and..

that nature is strong...

Can you be YOU?

Being yourself and different from the family you come from

and still feeling loved?

Have a different religion, political choice,

or sexual preference and still be respected?

Can you choose different from the people around you 

and still feel loved?

Can a child be itself and still feel loved by there parents?

Can parents trust there child and let them make 'mistakes'

let them grow in there own time?

Can you respect the choice of someone close

who chooses to die,

even though you would want them to live...

All 'stormy' situations....

Sometimes in a storm,

the wind is behind you

you are pushed forward

quicker then you want

and....sometimes it is hard to see were you go...

There are situations that life is pushing you forward:

If you are in love with someone who lives in a different country,

as you lose your job,

or are confronted with people around you

who don't have a lot of time left in this world...

Those are time you HAVE to choose for YOU....

not what other people want you to do...

Synchronicity....

Loes asked me to go to a performance of modern dance.

I loved it straight away 

even though I didn't no the theme.

The performance was called

'Let me be me'

It started with birth.

The dancers were on the floor

when we came in

and stayed there till the performance started.

It felt like a long time....

patience... 

The music and dances were about being YOU,

about the storms in some ones live,

opinions from others

and that you can choose….

choose to 'dance'

and being your unique self,

instead of 'waiting' for the end...

-If you live in Holland you should go!

Synchronisity....

A few years ago I got a nice mug from a friend.

At that time we were close and saw each other often.

He was the husband of a 'friend'.

I put 'friend' because at that time

she called me her friend and I didn't feel like that.

We did a lot together and still….

something was 'off' 

AND....

I was not secure enough to use my intuition,

could not me ME in a group…...not all the time.

Her husband, however was different,

we had  a click.

He was a lot older, but that didn't matter.

A few weeks ago something happened:

The angel fell of...

it made me think.

I saw him last year and then his health was not so good,

his mind was great tough :-)

'I asked this morning for an angel

and now you are here :-)'

Last week he died:

an angel in heaven.

He had a lot of storms in his life

and it was not always easy for him,

Now he is at peace and I am sure very happy!

Looking back,

I realise how I was always being guided..

Synchronicity

The flowers are blooming

celebrating,

joy.

The storms in my life,

helped me

to become me.

People came in my life,

some stayed,

others left.

I am grateful for all

Looking back is good,

to recognize old patterns

so you can change them.

However…..

make sure you don't look there all the time:

that is not the way you are going,

we are going forward!

A full moon and a storm:

time to look back

and let go.

Be grateful

and go forward