Friday 5 June 2020

How do you talk to yourself?

This whole month is about communication.
Mercury is in it's shade now and will go retrograde June 18.

We have these periods more often in the year,
but this time it is more special.
This Mercury is in Cancer
and that is the opposite of Pluto/Saturn.
What does this mean?

Obstacles on our road

We see it in the world.
The dead of a George Floyd, by a policeman.
He spoke up, but wasn't heard….

Demonstrations, rioting, looting,
frustrations, blaming, excuses:
all kind of reactions followed.

Is it about black, white, wrong parents,
wrong neighbourhood, rich, poor,
or is it about something else?
Something we don't like to address....
These scheep look al the same, but...
some are mothers,
some are just children….
They look alike,
because the mom's are sheared...

Could it be that it is time to be vulnerable,
look inside of us,
deal with our own emotions,
instead of looking for excuses.....

Are we listening to ourselves?
How do you talk to yourself?
How come we don't deal with this….
How afraid are we....
to be ourselves,
to be unique...
I saw a quote from George Floyds daughter:
'my dad changed the world'.....
I wish we all will take time to look in ourselves,
and deal with our own 'demons',
deal with our emotions,
our inner child,
so something like this is not needed anymore.

What do we see….
What do we ignore….

Morgan Freeman:

Could we just see each other as 'an other me',
could we see each other as people on a path,
see them as doing the best they can,
be open, be respectful?

It is only possible if we are nice to ourselves first,
treat ourselves with respect,
be as children again:
curious, wanting to share,
to connect, wanting to learn.
Children fall on our bum till they know how to walk.
Children fall of their bike often before they can ride.
Children see 'drawings' till they can see letters and can read.

Let's remember we have still these ability's in ourselves.
Let's be nice to this kid in ourselves,
give it space,
give it love and
Choose to feed our courage,
to feed our ability to grow,
to have fun, to love,
to be unique,
to say No to thinks we don't want,
and Yes to thinks we want even though
we have to go through challenges.
Deep down we Know we can do it

On June 18 Mercury will go retrograde,
we will re-visit, re-do the energy from June 2th.
What will You do...?
Do you take the time to go inside
see the mirrors,
or do you choose to blame,
make excuses….

It is challenging to deal with trauma,
is it not more challenging to stay in this trauma
and not life a live you could live?

A life of abundance,
love and joy.
A life of connection,
fun and peace.

While I write this it is raining, pouring.
The last month was very, very dry,
so this is so good for nature.

When I walked through the forest
last week,
I thought about water and emotions.
Ditches and streams were dry....
'do we, do I, avoid emotions?'
I saw it as a mirror and then
I passed a low bridge....
how beautiful nature is when there is water....

And now it is pouring…..
We get help to deal with our emotions,
now it is on us, to do something with it....
Real power needs vulnerability...

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