I got this by mail for my birthday.
Seeds,
harvest by someone
who knows everything about flowers and plants.
Her garden looks like a wild garden,
not organised but....is organised.....
She collected seeds for me and advised me
to sow them now and at springtime....
Pluto.....
these seeds will be beautiful flowers...
Saturn....
I have to plant them and be patient....
Neptune.....
I have no idea how they look like,
I 'just' have to trust.....
These seeds are from flowers that bloomed this summer.
They died and.......live on.....
A reminder of life and.....
of going on after dying.....
Also a reminder that part of you can 'die'
but not all of you has to go.....
I got the seeds from my sister in law.
Jaap's brother had a stroke almost 2 years ago
and is partly paralysed.
Very challenging in the beginning,
because they just moved back to Holland
in a new house and expected a 'new life'.
They had two choices:
feel sorry for themselves
or....accepting the loss and looking at all the parts
that didn't 'die'....
They choose the last one.
After a year 'they' say
that you can not see any improvement anymore....
He proved everyone wrong: he is still improving.....
He was in a choir and
'it is not possible to perform when you are in a wheelchair'.....
Instead of being angry and disappointed,
he kept going and.....they made sure he could also perform....
They go on holiday, with the two of them
and with friends.
Not all the places they stay are what they say they are
so.....it is not always easy in a wheel chair.
They don't like it, only....
they make sure they can still enjoy their time
and.....
speak up, so they can make changes for others.
They are 70 and 73......
If they can deal with this,
I am sure we can deal what is happening in our own life.....
After Libra, we get Scorpio.....
Scorpio and Pluto are related:
are we prepared to go deep?
Are we still hiding our deepest emotions?
Do we 'beat ourselves up' or do we have compassion....
I know I have to deal with some deep emotions:
there is a whole under my crown......
I don't feel pain, but the dentist
saw it in a x ray
and expect it can be a problem in the coming years.
The crown looks good,
only under need it isn't....
I am glad x rays showed it
and the dentist took an x ray.......!
What is your dream?
Can you dream big or do you let Neptune tell you
that 'you are not worth it',
'that it never can happen',
that it is not realistic' ?
Choose to let the fog down
and imagine your biggest dream
and......trust that it will come.
Perhaps not in the way you imagined,
but in a way to is even better for you!
You only can do this
if you transform old outdated emotions,
emotions that let you believe
that you had to prove yourself.
That you had to do something to be loved,
or that you couldn't do something that others didn't like
because then 'they wouldn't love you'....
Remember:
you ARE love,
you ARE enough,
you ARE powerful beyond measure....
Everything that happened in your life
made you the strong person you are now.
Be grateful and forgive.....
first of all yourself.
Also remember that you HAVE to take responsibility,
you NEED to be patient,
there ARE consequences.....
Saturn is needed to deal with Neptune and Pluto.
It is with the beautiful garden
that looks wild.....
but the one who made it Knew what to do....
If you look at athletes, musicians, successful entrepreneurs:
it looks so easy only.....
they worked hard, had to deal with challenges
and.....kept on going till their dream came true.....
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