Travelling and transforming.

Pluto and Jupiter are connected now:

Can we come out of our tunnel vision

and are we open to broaden our horizon.....?

Is it true what I believe,

or do I realise that it is my view on reality

and....it is A truth, not THE truth......?

 Who are you/am I to think you/I know better?!?

Do I realise that when I point at someone/something,

3 fingers are pointing towards me.....?

This month we had the European elections,

and they are important.

If you look back in history,

there were town rules,

later on regions and after a while country rules.

Rules and regulations so

we as society can live together in peace.

We take care of each other if needed,

and it takes less time and money:

we can share the responsibility's.

Time and money 

we can use in a different way.

To make it good for all people,

we still need specifics for towns, regions and country's.

we need to see each individual as well.

The bigger goal: 

to live in a peaceful society.

The results of the voting is different than the last time.

Some party's who got a lot of votes last time, didn't get any anymore,

other, total new party's, got a lot of votes.....

Are we voting for what we want

or

are we voting because we don't agree,

a 'protest vote'......

How is your community mirroring you?

How is your family mirroring you?

Are there 'protest votes' or do you listen to each other....

Listen to hear, 

listen to understand,

listen to see the other person.....

Can you feel your emotions and take responsibility for it?

Are you open to transform -Pluto- 

or is that to much for you.....

to painful still.......

Do you have compassion with yourself,

do you give yourself time AND take it one step at a time....

Do you take time to enjoy yourself while transforming,

Knowing that this is how life is....

Choose to find like minded people,

choose to attract like minded people

and Know that if you learned the lesson from 'challenging people'

they will move out of your life.....

You don't need them anymore.....

You are open to attract new ones.

Grief: do you feel it or cover it up....

If I look at the world around me,

I see a lot of grief covered up with the mind.....

Media that wants us take sides,

media that touches our fear....old fear....

I hear people who talk about

misunderstandings/ arguments/ taking sides

and people who are not patient anymore.....

angry at themselves and at others.

Comparing themselves with others and....

judging, feeling guilty and/or being ashamed...

And then......I came across this movie

 https://youtu.be/PFXJGKKXnRg?si=jl0NhKCSjO-AA32S

'Stromboli'....

A movie about the road from fear to love,

about 'the rumbling' in peoples life,

and the tendency to  avoid it....

till it is not possible anymore.....

How often do we cover our heart,

cover our feelings with our minds.......

I believe we all do/did,

we needed to do this as a child....

to survive....

How many of us had challenging childhoods,

losses of loved ones,

not feeling accepted as they are....

We 'had' to move on and.....

to do so we 'had' to cover the hurt with our minds.....

The hurt of the people of Israel.....

is now the hurt of the Palestinians......

What about the kids involved.......

do they have to cover up their grief

and use violence again in the future or.....

are they allowed to grief.......

The hurt of people who were 'taking care of' in monastery's,

who felt 'safe' by priests....

The people who were 'helped' by powerful men and woman

like Epstein and Maxwell.

They had to cover up their grief to survive.

Are young people taught about patience,

taking responsibility and speaking up for what is right

or....do they 'have to cover up there grief' 

to get what they want.....Now.....

Not realising the consequences....

What does' working hard' mean?

Do we choose to work hard or

is this 'a bad sentence'.....

I see lot's of people working hard,

working so hard so there is no time to feel......

Being busy, afraid of silence,

of an evening or weekend without something planned.....

How much does this have to do with grief.....

with covering up grief with the mind.....

Afraid of dealing with the grief,

afraid of the anger that is still there

and......'is not accepted'.......

at least....that is 'what the mind says'.....

So instead of dealing with our own grief

and the anger that is still there,

we 'decide' to have an opinion about

'the wars in the world'

'how celebrity's behave'

'how the government is dealing/not dealing'

with the issues we think are important'......

'numbing ourselves with food/drink/drugs/opinions of others'

Our wounds are more open now

and....the light likes to come in.......

Can we remember the 'we are One'?

That we all are mirroring each other?

That if we hurt someone else, we hurt ourselves?

That if we heal ourselves, we help others to heal?

For me it is challenging as well.....

Old patterns come up and part of me 

is still unforgiving, feeling guilty and ashamed....

My mind tells me 'you should not feel this anymore'....

'trying' to cover up my grief.....old grief......

I choose to feel it and sometimes I can

and....sometimes my inner child is not ready.....

it needs more time and

that is ok....

I feel I have more and more compassion with others

and also set boundaries more and more......

More and more I do it for ME.......

I started this path because I didn't want my children

to deal with my wounds....

-realising that they inherit that as well from me ;-)-

I started from a feeling of guilt, of shame 

of not forgiving myself: 'I did something wrong'.....

Now I go on, because I Know:

I did the best I could then......

Now I choose to be

'the change that I like to see in this world ' -Ghandi-

I realise why I love to work with children,

I also realise how important education is,

how important it is that children learn 

to think for them selves,

so they can set boundaries....

So instead of following influencers/social media/tik tok/etc

without feeling how it is for them,

they will check, feel and question

and find there own voice.

They can be themselves/unique AND be part of a group....

Can speak up and express their emotion 

with love....instead of fear.