Being patient with yourself and.....trust...

 In a pond close by our house 

I saw this 'lotus'.....

Symbol of purity, serenity, knowledge and faith in our selves.

Also spiritual awakening, overcoming adversity and resilience...

Resilience: recover quickly from difficulties, toughness,

to spring back into shape easily.

I was walking with Jaap. 

6 weeks ago he got a halve new knee

and he is walking and biking again.

This after almost a few years of struggling

and walking with a crutch the last months.

Transforming, rebirth...

It was a tough operation and the first week

was not always easy.

He had to practice and will keep practicing

to get stronger day by day.

Was it worth to go through?

Yes it was......

To go through a transformation is not an easy path

and sometimes you 'need' a sign that it will be ok....

Apparently I needed a big sigh.....

a huge white feather on my path...

With so many retrograde planets,

we are asked to look inside.....

To remember that: 'we are all One'.

We are asked to look at our mirrors that show us,

what we can not see in ourselves..... yet.

All mirrors: 

physically, mentally, relations,

society/nature and 

financially-love=power=money-

How scary this is.....

Are you open to forgive yourself 

for the things you did when you didn't know better?

Can you be vulnerable AND compassionate?

Are you using your power or are you manipulating.......

Do you KNOW you are good just the way you are or.....

   do you believe you have to proof this.....

Are you afraid to make waves or do you choose integrity....

What do you do if you feel your cell-memory is touched....

   are you facing it or are you running away.....control or trust.....

At the moment I am calm in my heart .....

AND

my body doesn't believe this.......

'Old stuff' is touched........

How afraid am I /was I.......

Do I believe I 'need' to hold on to it or else:

     -I would be hurt again

     -I have to proof myself again and......I fail....

     -I will be al alone .........

How scary it is to be authentic, 

to be you AND part of a group.

How scary is it to speak your mind 

when you know your loved ones have a different opinion.

How scary is it to be open and compassioned 

to people who hurt you a lot in the past, you felt betrayed by....

Do you trust you have grown,

do you trust energy,

are you open to investigate and heal a bit deeper?

Do you remember you 'Are love'

and 'Powerful beyond measure'?

I choose to keep fixing 'the faults'/challenges in my own life,

I choose to do that because I Know: 'we are all ONE'

I choose this because I believe in a world of peace....

I choose this because may be I can also be one of the people

who will make the change in this world happen:

'Be the change I want to see in this world'

And......

it can be a challenge......

like a new halve knee operation,

but.....

at the end it is more then worth it.....

 

'The shift' .....from 'slavery' to inner power.

 In my last blog I wrote about the change of Neptune from Pisces to Aries

The last time it came into Aries was in 1862 till 1876.

The Red Cross was founded,

selflessly helping people in need.

Something else happened as well:

abolishing slavery .......

Everyone is the same

deep inside.....

Everyone is love.....

If people don't feel loved,

the energy of being a victim will start to grow,

the energy of fear

an energy of finding a new way to get love

even if it is not a healthy way....

Are we open to let go of this way and go back to the start feeling:

love....?

Where are you a slave to, what are you addicted to?

Is it social media....

   to be afraid of nothingness/space?

   to let them tell us what we have to think and believe, 

      so we don't have to think for ourselves....

Is it a feeling you had in your past relationship....

   afraid of attracting someone better?

   feeling guilty and ashamed that it 'didn't work out,

      instead of seeing it as a stepping stone to attract a better relationship for you....

Is it a pattern from you youth.....

   afraid to be responsible for yourself?

   afraid that not all your family will accept you anymore 

      instead of embracing and respecting each others uniqueness....

Is it to always being right....

   to hide your insecurity?

   to believe that there is only one 'rightness', one truth

      instead of realising there are different truths for different people...

Is it to be always available for everyone.....

   to hide that you believe you only worth living, as you give?

   to believe that others can not do it the 'right'/your way

      instead of feeling part of a community and you do it together.

Is it to be in control.....

   to hide that you don't believe someone will help you in the right way?

   to hide your insecurity and feel 'safe',

      instead of Knowing that you are your own parent know and you can make yourself safe.....

Is it to be the best parent....

   to hide your own wounded child?

   to be a 'helicopter' parent, hiding your insecurity and anxiety

      instead of Knowing that YOU are the parent now, and YOU can trust....

      

Could it be that we forgot that each of us is a masterpiece.....

Could it be that our parents/grandparents forgot that as well.....?

The history of Slavery 

is not only the history of black and white.

It is the history of poor and rich,

of power.

Power over and being a victim.

About fear and love

It is the story of

man/woman

child/adult

Jew/Christian/Muslim...

It is the story of family's and country's.

Is is the story of us and them instead of  'We are all One'

Can we make the next step?

Stepping out of our victim ship and step in our power?

Letting go of guild and shame and be responsible.

Can we see where we still play the victim in our own life

AND .....accept it first 

AND.....then choose to let it go....

or...

Are we still afraid of our power,

afraid of the consequences

-our wounded child 'knows' the consequence

and can forget that we are the adult now.....

we are here to protect....-

OR.....

do we accept it...

Speak up when needed,

go through our fear, remembering our power.

DO what is needed,

BE the change you want to see in this world.....

A good movie to re-see is 'the shift'

The Shift by Wayne Dyer (youtube.com)

Remember:

'You are born to live in abundance'

'You are powerful beyond measure'.

Planets are changing......are we?

 Accepting....

stop fighting against,

and listening to the fighting inside....

Accepting......

Trusting....

trusting that the fighting inside

is 'just' to protect YOU.....

letting go of control and....listen

Listen to hear instead of to respond....

In my blogs I talked a lot about the Pluto change.

Pluto who started it's journey in Capricorn in 2008.

We are already in the energy of Aquarius, only

from Sept. till end of November 

it will visit Capricorn for the last time.

Did we as society/personally

transform old patterns, old systems

so rules and regulation are there to help people

and society or.....

Do we use it to scare people,

to power over people...

Do you set healthy boundaries?

Do you realise that rules are there to help you

or do you feel trapped....

Do you believe someone else has to take care of you

or do you Know you are 'powerful beyond measure'?

Pluto in Capricorn....

Two other planet will move to another sign as well,

also slow moving planets, so they will be a big impact as well.

They move next year.

Neptune, 

the planet of unconditional love,

of illusions, dreams, spirituality,

the arts and 

-if not balanced-

expressed in addictions:

drugs, alcohol, work.

In 2012 it started it's journey in Pisces.

Neptune and Pisces are the same kind of energy,

so they enhance each other.

People/you got more empathic,

felt connected: 'We are all one'

and felt energy and were asked

to let go and trust more.....

Only.....

how grounded were we/are we?

Pluto in Capricorn 'helped' us to ground....

not always in a way we choose to,

but in a way we needed......

So: 

'I only have to dream and imagine

and everything will come as I wish'

make people feel like a victim.

Politician became 'forgetful',

used fear to get a we-she feeling.....

 

Groups felt victimised and wanted compensation,

sometimes even in a forceful way.....

it looked easier than looking inside.....

Just the other day there was an attack in England,

girls who were 'just dancing' were killed.

The day after there were riots.....

people from outside the community came

because 'they heard' it was a Muslim boy who did it......

it wasn't true......

Next year Neptune will start in Aries.

The last time it went in Aries 

was between 1862 and 1876.

Aries is a total different energy than Pisces!

It takes action, goes after a vision

and -as in Pisces- it need grounding!

In 1862, the Red Cross was founded:

helping people who need help...

selflessly....

Do we need to found another organisation

or do we all realise

how important 'the red cross' is.....

So: not opening borders for them as a country 

is not ok and....country's who act like this

should be holding accountable.....

Next year Uranus will move signs as well.

Uranus the planet of sudden changes, surprises,

to be unique and authentic.

It started in Taurus in 2018.

Changes is environment, money, values

were needed.

Taurus likes to have peace and harmony,

stability, loves beauty and rest.

It also can be stubborn:

holding on to values and harmony,

that are 'fake'......don't like to change.

So with Uranus 

society/people 'had' to change....

The climate and nature showed us it is stronger than we are...

If we want to survive....to have peace and harmony

we have to make changes.....

The HBTIQ community

showed us that we are all one and unique.

And/and instead of or/or

Now I see a lot of people 

looking into changing the school system....

Is it still good for children?

Can they be themselves or do we 'program' them

and....why?!?

So many children have labels now......

how come they can not be 'just themselves'.....?!?

Is it to tough for teacher/parents/society?!?

Children Need to feel that they are ok,

if they are not they act up....

-the opposite side of Taurus is Scorpio-

Jong children using knifes, fire guns....

Divorces, femicide, LHBTIQ, social media:

how safe it the world for kids,

the future of our world?

Next year Uranus will be in Gemini.

Were will you be the rebel?

Can you break through old idea's?

The last time it was in Gemini was between 1942 and 1949.

What kind of old ideas do we still have?

About schools?

About religions?

About family's?

About communications?

Will social media tell us what beauty is?

Will social media tell us how to behave?

Will social media tell us what to believe?

Or.....

will we respect each other

and see each other as 'another you'

will we be independent AND connected....

Will we be safe and secure inside to 

respect and love each other with other opinions?

Do we Know that we all only want one thing:

To love and be loved,

to be unique and share our talents

with each other who share their talents with us.....

 

With all this we need to be grounded,

we need to feel safe....

We also need to let go and be open for new,

to be courageous, curious and.....

determined and patient....

For now let's start 

with accepting what is.

What happens, happens.....

AND

let this be the start 

to make happen what we choose....