Friday 16 August 2024

Being patient with yourself and.....trust...


 In a pond close by our house 
I saw this 'lotus'.....

Symbol of purity, serenity, knowledge and faith in our selves.

Also spiritual awakening, overcoming adversity and resilience...

Resilience: recover quickly from difficulties, toughness,

to spring back into shape easily.


I was walking with Jaap. 

6 weeks ago he got a halve new knee

and he is walking and biking again.

This after almost a few years of struggling

and walking with a crutch the last months.

Transforming, rebirth...



It was a tough operation and the first week

was not always easy.

He had to practice and will keep practicing

to get stronger day by day.

Was it worth to go through?

Yes it was......



To go through a transformation is not an easy path

and sometimes you 'need' a sign that it will be ok....

Apparently I needed a big sigh.....

a huge white feather on my path...


With so many retrograde planets,

we are asked to look inside.....

To remember that: 'we are all One'.

We are asked to look at our mirrors that show us,

what we can not see in ourselves..... yet.

All mirrors: 

physically, mentally, relations,

society/nature and 

financially-love=power=money-

How scary this is.....


Are you open to forgive yourself 

for the things you did when you didn't know better?


Can you be vulnerable AND compassionate?


Are you using your power or are you manipulating.......


Do you KNOW you are good just the way you are or.....

   do you believe you have to proof this.....


Are you afraid to make waves or do you choose integrity....


What do you do if you feel your cell-memory is touched....

   are you facing it or are you running away.....control or trust.....


At the moment I am calm in my heart .....

AND

my body doesn't believe this.......

'Old stuff' is touched........

How afraid am I /was I.......

Do I believe I 'need' to hold on to it or else:

     -I would be hurt again

     -I have to proof myself again and......I fail....

     -I will be al alone .........


How scary it is to be authentic, 

to be you AND part of a group.

How scary is it to speak your mind 

when you know your loved ones have a different opinion.

How scary is it to be open and compassioned 

to people who hurt you a lot in the past, you felt betrayed by....


Do you trust you have grown,

do you trust energy,

are you open to investigate and heal a bit deeper?

Do you remember you 'Are love'

and 'Powerful beyond measure'?


I choose to keep fixing 'the faults'/challenges in my own life,

I choose to do that because I Know: 'we are all ONE'

I choose this because I believe in a world of peace....

I choose this because may be I can also be one of the people

who will make the change in this world happen:

'Be the change I want to see in this world'


And......

it can be a challenge......

like a new halve knee operation,

but.....

at the end it is more then worth it.....



 



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