How does the universe show you, your vibration?
On December 6th,
Mars went retrograde.
Mars goes retrograde ones in the 2 years.
It is the planet of desire, action, energy,
drive, courage, determination
and setting boundaries.
If not in balance you see anger, aggression,
arrogance, violence and in your body infections.
It is the planet of the warrior, the hero.
Just as it is with Mercury retrograde,
it helps you to look inside,
to re-visit, re-start,
re-set, re- adjust, re-focus
and to re-connect.
Together with Mercury retrograde
it shows us more of 'hidden emoties'
that like to be healed.....
With Mars in Leo,
it means:
reconnect with your creativity,
your unique spark
that makes you shine.
To act with self confident,
go after what you want
in a direct self-assured way.
How do you use your energy and....
were did you dim your fire......
Where did you put others needs ahead of your own,
Where did you stay quiet to avoid confrontation.
Where did you dim your light to make others more comfortable....
Leo energy is an energy as the Sun:
it IS....it 'Just' shines without having to prove anything....
If parts of you believe they are not good as they are,
Ego comes in......an immature ego:
it can go both ways: being 'a bully', a 'dictator'
or acting as a 'victim', feeling powerless...
So this retrograde Mars period - till Feb. 23 2015-
will help us to
-reclaim our space
-reconnect with your passion
-honour your creative fire
-setting boundaries there were they are needed.
.
Only....
this retrograde period
is not only in the sign of Leo,
it goes back into Cancer as well.
A totally different energy:
Mars in Cancer can avoid a direct approach,
is more emotional, defensive rather
then overly aggressive.....
needs emotional safety,
can focus on the other,
the persons we love and want to protect....
Sometimes forget about ourselves....
So we will re-visit,
re-connect, re-adjust
this energy as well....
The pre-shadow period of Mars in Cancer started Oct. 4th
till Nov. 5th.
On Jan. 7 till Feb. 23 it is retrograde
and the post shadow period is till April 19.
The pre shadow in Leo is from Nov. 5th till December 6th.
Retrograde till Jan. 7th and the post shadow
from April 19 till May 2th.
So....this Christmas time with family
can be a time to be AND there for what your family likes
and also what YOU like.....
Can you find a middle way.......
My Godchild lives in Lebanon.
She is lucky to have conscious parents,
they choose love over fear AND.....
they also 'have to' deal with old wounds....
they were in the war themselves as a child.....
AND....their parents as well.
Her mother shared a story:
'We are told when we have to leave our homes
because there will be a bombardment.
We leave and have to hope our houses are still there the next morning.
Ours is still there only one of our friends was not so lucky.
Their son's first reaction: 'What about my lego?!?'
For me, this is how a shock looks like.......
I am sure he has conscious parents as well and....
still...it is heartbreaking.....
And still, people choose to help each other....
choose love over fear.
What will happen the coming time for them
when they re-visit, re-adjust, re-set,
re-focus and re-connect.......
For me it worked out very personal.
I parked the car in The Haque,
two of our kids live there.
When going from the one to the other,
and wanting to go home,
I saw the damage......
Someone 'touched my car'
and didn't leave a note.....
The video doorbell from a neighbour
didn't reach that far....
so...it is 'on me'.....
Instead of being angry, I was shocked
and surprisingly 'calm'.
Later on when I sat done,
took time to rest ;-)
other emotions came up.
'did I do something wrong'....
and 'what about all the other area's of my life?!?.....
Guilty feelings come up
and 'the black wolf' was talking.....
Luckily the white wolf is stronger now :-)
I realised that guild and responsibility
are often mixed up......
also in me.....
I also realise that guild is blocking energy
and responsibility is freeing energy......
it makes sure
you take action and are determined
to live the life you choose to.
Syria,
it was quiet for a long time.....
or better....in the media it was quiet.
In 2011 the war started
and....an 'old leader' was still in place.
Now Damascus is falling....
'People' claim their power......
Is this true?
I am not sure....
Did these people deal with their anger
and do they take action to be free
so they can build up a country for all people
or......
is there still a wounded ego
and will there be different people leading
in the same energy as the old ones did:
want power from fear, instead of power of love......
-Mars retrograde in Cancer and Leo-
How is this in your life?
In relationships, divorce/split ups...
Can you choose to forgive and
work together so you children can live in love instead of fear
or it there still lot's of anger, aggression....
Are you angry you didn't stand up for your self then,
and....can you choose to forgive yourself
forgive yourself for not knowing then
what you know now?
How is it in your body?
What does it show you?
Do you set boundaries or......are you in a burn out......
Do you set boundaries or.....
do you 'feed' yourself with unhealthy food/information.
Perhaps it is time to look were you gave your energy away,
set boundaries and realise it is about YOU.
Who let you believe the other is more important then you?
Which wolf are you feeding?
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