Are we ready to 'just Shine'?

 

Pluto and Neptune went already retrograde

and now Saturn is retrograde as well.

We can be confronted with unhealthy habits.

Not to be punished, 

'just' so you can change them.

This energy will stay there

 till the end of this year,

so we get lot's of time

to create healthier habits.

Saturn, the energy of taking responsibility.

KNOWING that 'mistakes' are 'only' stepping stones

so we come were we like to be.

It is our upbringing, rules in society,

being patient, being determined.

It also means that you realise 

that life sometimes feels like 'struggle',

not because you are being punished,

no.....just to help you grow,

to build your 'courage and determined' muscle.

Then there is the change of the Moon Nodes.

They go from Pisces to Aquarius.

The Moon Nodes change every 2 years

and it is a cycle of 18 years.

They are always together: South and North Node.

The South Node is showing us what is easy for us.

We are familiar with this energy.

The North Node shows us what we are suppose to learn.

The last two years we were challenged to trust,

to let go of control.

We were confronted with situations

we couldn't control only.......

did we realise that we have the 'tools'

inside of us to deal with it?

  

I am sure you were dealt with situations/mirrors

were you 'only' could accept and trust....

You had to go on and do what was needed....

I hope that now, when you look back,

you see that you did the best you could

and it worked out ok or perhaps 

it worked out better then you realised.

It is not always easy

and you could also feel

that you were a 'victim' of the situation.

-war, illness, not finding a house a job you wanted-

I hope you took the time to go inside

and could accept, forgive and move on.....

The coming two years the South Node is in Leo.

Can we 'just BE' or.....

do we have to prove we are worthy

because deep down we are still not sure.....

Can we show our own leadership,

or do we have to 'proof' we are right.....

The North Node is in Aquarius:

Do we realise we are all One......that we are all connected.

Do we realise that a peaceful world only

can be peaceful if we respect each other

and see each others gifts?

Yesterday there was a 'hit' on a pride parade in Germany.

It shows that one person with an immature ego -Leo-

can hurt a lot of people.

It also shows that a group of people -Aquarius- 

is so much stronger.

Instead of focusing on fear,

they choose to focus on love and power.

I am sure there is some feeling of fear as well,

only......

they use 'Saturn' to deal with it....

They do what is needed to protect

AND go on showing and celebrating

that we are all unique and all part of society.

How is the relationship with yourself?

I hope you will focus and heal.

I hope you choose love and respect.

I hope you Know you were always worthy

and.....

I hope you heal and forgive yourself and others

for not knowing then what you know now.

The last time the Moon Nodes were in Aquarius:

2007-2009: Banking crises  -Pluto went into Capricorn as well-

1989- 1991: Berlin Wall fell, peaceful revolution.....

What do you remember what happened in your life?

How did you deal with it?

Are you ready to 'just Shine' or

are you afraid....

Do you still compare yourself with others?

Is there a part of you that believe you are not 'worthy' yet?

It is ok......

Remember: 

you ARE love,

you ARE worthy

Just take one step at a time,

build your 'courage and determined' muscle

and SHINE.....

everyday a little bit more.....

Healing.....the only way is to go in and plant a new seed.

 

We still have a frog in our garden,

we don't have a pond anymore.

More than 30 years ago we filled it up with sand.

Years ago I read about it:

'Frogs go back to their birthplace'

Every year, at the same spot

we see the frog.

I can hardly believe it is still the same frog,

perhaps offspring....?!?

How is it with us?

Isn't it the same?

Can we live our own life

or are we a prisoner of our past....

Do we go back to a place

that isn't the best for us,

only we keep holding on to it.....

Do we go back to what we know/knew,

do we pass it on to our children/grandchildren.

Do our children still live a life that is not all their own,

but karma from us and from our past......?

Are we living our own life

or.......only partly......

Partly because we can not let go.....

not always consciously, but subconsciously....

What is the energy you are in?

Do you feel energized or drained.....

What would happen if you could let go of control

and 'just' feel.......

'Just' be open to the idea that you are blocking your energy

by holding on to old energy....not even all from you......

most likely from your family as well.....

What if you could give this energy back to were it belongs

and fill the space were this old energy once was,

with love and peace........

What if we would stop to compare,

be grateful for all the little steps we take every day.

What if we choose to respect other peoples opinions,

AND speak up in a firm respectful way if these opinions

are spoken without respect.

Could it be that we start living from our power,

that we can touch other peoples power

and start a new 'movement'.....

With a lot of retrograde planets and Chiron moving into Taurus

it is a time to go inside,

Know that you ARE love,

born to live in abundance......

YOUR abundance...

Can you relax, take a deep breath or......

are you still to much in the 'doing energy'

What signs do you get from the outside world?

What kind of mirrors?

And: 

do you look in these mirrors and are you choosing 

to change something yourself or....

do you want the outside world to change.......

-The last time I looked in the mirror and I saw

my hair was a mess, it didn't change 

when I told the mirror to show me something else.

No....I had to get a comb myself and after combing my hair

the mirror showed me an image that made me happy....

I.....had to change.-

The spiritual meaning of a frog is: transformation,

cleaning, rebirth.

We are all in a time of transformation.

We all are getting mirrors

and.....

sometimes we go inside and change.

And....

 sometimes our inner child is still so hurt and wounded

that it 'protect' itself to feel safe 

and acting out in an emotional way seems the best way.

If you realise you do this:

be nice towards yourself,

be kind to your inner child.

Do something nice for yourself,

take the time, be patient

and be grateful for every little step forward.

Realise that this wounded inner child

is doing this 'just' to protect you,

to keep you safe.....

it still doesn't know you,

the adult you,

is there to help you...

to keep you safe in a healthier way.

How is it for me?

I get mirrors and I realise that when I do what I love,

I get a lot of energy.

I also realise that I feel my shoulders,

that my energy goes away if I 'don't do anything'....

Those are the times when I am with 'me'.....

So......what do I need......

Can I 'just Be'?

What part in me still believes that

'Just Be me' is not enough.......

What seed do you plant?