only....Pluto is not always 'easy'......
It is as going into those caves in Mallorca.
You have to go deep inside of yourself,
to deal with what is hidden inside of you.
Hidden because you couldn't deal with it in the past,
most likely because you were a child,
or because you have some energy with you
from past generations.
We went into three caves
and all tree were different.
The first one was a huge one,
beautiful, not to deep.
You could walk around it,
and use steps to go to the different parts.
There was no railing
and although that was ok for me,
it was not ok for Jaap.
Sometimes it is more easy then other times,
to dig deep and deal with your fears/old habits.
If it is easy for you,
you can be 'a railing' for someone else.....
'A railing' so others can go deep and heal
and find beauty.
Where in your life can you be 'a railing'
and ....where in your life can you ask for 'a railing'....
In that cave, there was a family with children.
Most likely they went there
because the weather was not so nice that day.....
I walked behind them and there was an argument:
'We paid so much, so we are not leaving so soon,
keep on walking!'
Can you accept that you are where you are now
and deal with the consequences of your decisions earlier.
Can you choose to look around and find
beauty....something to be grateful for?
The second cave was totally different.
We had to go deep and there was a railing.
It was also slippery
and......
there were people at corners,
wanting us to go faster......
There was no time to really look at the beauty of the cave.
Isn't that what we do sometimes as well?
We want to go deep, fast, we want to heal, fast....
forgetting to take our time to 'enjoy' the path,
to look and deal what went on in the past....
This cave had also water inside
There we 'had to' take a seat.
It was beautiful and calm and......
we had to wait till everyone had a seat.....
That took a long time.........
How often did you go deep, dealt with old emotions
and.....were waiting for 'the miracle'.
A miracle that didn't come/didn't come in what you expected.......
When everyone was sitting down and the lights went out,
beautiful music filled the cave.
Musician on a boat played classical music....
Our reward of going deep, being patient.....
As someone said to me after:
'the most beautiful and moving experience I ever had'....
Pluto.......go deep, heal, transform.....
The third cave was a cave next to a Dinosaur park.
It had 3 parts, 3 little caves.
The first one was educational,
they showed how it was discovered
and also showed the evolution on the cave wall.
Very interesting and someone stumbled,
nothing bad, but still.
Pluto is also stress......it is a 'bursting volcano',
an eruption.....
How much stress is there still in your system.
If we want to change, to transform,
we have to change our thinking,
we have to choose to educate ourselves.
Realising that there are also other ways to live.
It is not always easy to practise what we know/learn,
wisdom is knowledge plus selflove.....
The last weeks I had a lot of people who were stressed out:
they know what they should do to feel better
only.....
it is challenging to practise it in daily life.
Instead of accepting this, being patient and realising
that something old is still 'in charge'
- parts that 'believes'
that this is what they need to feel safe and secure-
they blame themselves, judge and punish.......
Pluto will 'help' to let go,
only......trust and accept....
have compassion with your wounded self
that is still deep in the cave.
It will come out if you choose to be loving to that part.
After this,
we came into the middle cave.
It was green, lot's of plants,
there was a place were you could sit down,
have something to drink
and relax.......
Just as you need to do,
when you went deep,
when you had to deal with emotions.
Let the stress go and.......rest....relax....
Can you relax?
Is it ok to do 'nothing'?
Can you 'just enjoy'?
And when we went in the third cave,
it was 'light'......
different minerals, different colours
'light'.....peaceful
And....there was also water,
there was also music
as if we could experience all of it again,
only in a less 'hectic' way......
Often,
after we had a breakthrough in emotions',
we get 'tested'.....something similar is happening
only.....
now we can deal with it in a easier way......
Be grateful, be patient,
have compassion with yourself, trust
and realise that the healing goes on....
If there is still stress somewhere in your life:
KNow there is still pain somewhere inside of you.
Accept it and deal with it when it comes your way.
and till then....have compassion with yourself.
KNow you have the power and courage to deal with it,
KNow you don't have to do it all by yourself:
be 'a railing' or ask for one.
KNow that if you stumble or fall you can stand up again.
And while going on your path:
decide to enjoy,
to have fun,
be grateful
and be more and more at peace.
