Peace.....part 2

 

A few weeks ago I picked a 'card for the day',

it asked me my intentions.

'Signs to raise my consciousness about 'this coughing'....

is what came up....

I got signs: by a documentary and a book review.

Both about the effects of dead/Near Dead Experience

in a family system.

After these 'signs' I realised that probably I should look

some more in my family system....

This coughing felt like a 'war',

preventing me to be free.....

I took my time to feel, to experience

and go back in time.

I did this before 

but this time it was different...

I was confronted with hiding,

'immature ego' and sadness

were I didn't suspect it.....

I also had to claim back my power.

Realising that 'asking' 

isn't always the right energy....

A lot changed......

-to be clear: this took more then one session with myself!-

After that I stopped coughing.....

I found it 'scary' and also was happy:

that what I Know deep down, 

but hardly can trust for myself, 

happened.....

And then we 'flew' to London.....

There I started to sneeze and getting a cold,....

-it was not corona...we had to take a test when we went home ;-)-

Being back in Holland I started coughing again,

only did it feel different than the last months

but still......

We got the Covid pandemic,

the blast in Beirut,

the eruption of the volcano in Palmas,

sexual transgressive behaviour,

and other forms of misuse of power.

by people we put on a pedestal...

This all happened the last years.....

Pluto went into Capricorn in 2008,

starting a big 'cleaning', and we 

are at the last degrees now,

before Pluto will go in Aquarius,

in 2024.

Misuse of power, forgetting that we

are all unique and all connected.

Do we feel we Are One?!?

Do we need 'war' to feel that we are connected?

Perhaps we do....

Perhaps we will not change and stay in our own bubble

if everything is alright....

We live in a society were illness is bad and being healthy is good

and it looks like we should all make sure we stay healthy.....

In a way this is good, but....it could also be 'a cage'.....

it could make you fear dis-ease instead of seeing it 

as a way to help us to be 'at ease' again.... 

Remember that being ill, gives your immune system a boost....

Just like 'mistakes' helps us grow....

We also got a huge movement of people

wanting to help Ukraine.

People work together, and use there unique quality's:

some to collect 'stuff', others transportation,

and others drive or help with distribution.

Others offer space so refugees  so

they can have a warm place to stay 

for the 'in between time'..

How great to see that we CAN work together....

trust each others qualities and offer theirs...

Deep down we Know....

'we are All One'....

The corona virus has to do with lungs, 

'sadness not dealt with'......

Did we deal with our sadness 

and can we 'taste' life again, 

or do we still feel we should be what others 

think we should be and do....

Do we have compassion with ourselves and the people around us

.....like we show the people in Ukraine now....

My coughing didn't stop 100% after looking again 

at my family system,

it 'stopped' after I realised there was also something in my husbands family system....

something that had to do with 'war' as well.....

When woman have sexual relationships, 

they 'take' a bit of energy from the man.

Long, long time ago, people on earth were hunters, and nomads. 

Woman who became pregnant 

were not sure the father of the child would come back

and by 'taking' some energy of the man,

the child always would have the fathers energy around them.

We don't need that anymore in this time of age, but....

this energy still goes on.....

In Ukraine, the fathers stay.......they fight......

So if you feel you can not do anything against this war in Ukraine,

you are wrong......

You can do a lot: make peace within your self,

have compassion and be patient with yourself.

Be compassionate with people around you

and.....

make sure you keep your own power

and set boundaries when needed.

Be honest with yourself if you see and feel you 'made war'

with or in yourself.

Accept it and forgive yourself:

now you know better you can do better.

You can start to be at peace and feel free again.

Free to be unique, authentic AND

part of society, part of the World.