if we still don't see it,
it will 'wake you up',
make you uncomfortable.....
If I look back,
I realise that part of me must be very stubborn:
I needed to be uncomfortable lot's of times....
As a child I reacted in a way a child did:
feel what was going on and made sure
I learned to react in a way so
people around me, that were special and necessary for me to survive,
loved and accepted me.
I learned that to make waves wouldn't be good:
I heard people I loved,
talk about others who acted different
than what they thought would be ok....
As a child I decided
that was something I didn't want to experience....
I am not a child anymore AND
I Know and realise those thoughts are very persistent....
it takes time to replace them all.....
the planet of unconditional love, of Oneness,
and also the planet of addiction, martyrdom,
'floaty' -spiritual without grounding-
is going retrograde till the beginning of December.
We will re-visit thoughts/emotions from the last 'year',
so we can re-focus and change if we choose to....
How compassionate were you with yourself and others?
Did you point at others and forgot that 3 fingers pointed at you?
Did you take time for you to relax and enjoy life or
did you choose to run for others.....so you didn't have to look at You....?!?
Do you feel you are a victim or
do you remember you are 'powerful beyond measure'.
June is the month of Gemini and Cancer,
Communication in an fun and easy way,
connecting with people and being sensitive and nurturing.
A summer month, the Sun is getting higher, warmer.
Can we, like the Sun: 'just Shine'.....
Can we be who we are: warm, compassionate, be our own leader,
and also be part of the community,
or didn't we feel nurtured enough,
do we talk without saying anything.....
Are we still afraid to be ourselves.
Do we feel we have to hide part of ourselves
or else we will not be accepted, loved.....
In my last blog I wrote about my travel back to Holland
Just 5 day's later it is the remembering day of my brother.
On Facebook I get another reminder of something I wrote in 2019.
On June 17 last year, we went to Bahrein: