Be YOU and shine in your own unique way. Part 3

 

'Just' a reminder.....

I choose to 'Face everything and rise!'

I got a lot of 'signs'......

all 'Uranus' signs:

 'where in my life

am I not doing what I need to do.

where in my life am I not authentic enough?!?

I got even an old 'nerve pain' again,

only.....it was gone after an evening and night.

Wauw, working with energy works quickly!

-I did some exercises and tapping-

And then......I fell......real hard...

My left knee was not ok......

I felt stupid how it happened.....

Angry and blamed myself.....

Was it broken of badly bruised?!?

I still could bike, I couldn't really walk....

It was late,

so in the hospital there was no x ray possible

but 'most likely badly bruised'......

When laying down, I was still going on with

negative self talk and....

all of a sudden I 'heard' my self talking.....

That was the moment I started tapping,

I started looking back...

I started to forgive and......

that was not easy, it was tough.....

-I don't know how many of you are tapping,

but if you do, 

you most likely experienced the feeling

of not remembering the sentences or 

feeling you have a 'speech problem'

What happened:

 I fell from a bike that was standing still....

I felt so stupid: 'how could I do this?!?

I know how to bike!'

It was not my own bike,

it was a bike with coaster brakes

instead of a handbrake.

But still.......

I also realised that, 

while I got the bike,

my mind was busy with 'doing things for others'....

'Life is like riding a bike:

you have to move if you want to go forward'

Could it be that it is time for me to realise

that if I choose to move forward,

I have to remember that if I have to 'pedal'.

Standing still is the same as falling down.....

AND....

Could it be that there is still a wounded child

inside that believes it is 'her fault'?

'You shouldn't make mistakes'?

Could it be that now it is the time to forgive 

at a deeper level and remember that everyone

did as good as they knew best?

That there are no mistakes,

only learning moments?

That learning is a life time goal,

and as adults you also have 'learning moments'?

Could it be that now I know better,

I do better.....first for myself?

Could it be that I forgive my parents,

forgive all kind of people in my life,

only......that I 'forgot' to forgive myself?

After the Sun eclipse, we are having the Lunar eclipse,

de Sun in front of the Moon.....

Shine.......

Choose to deal with your emotions,

be patient,

be kind,

be determent.....

I feel I am making progress,

my knee is slowly getting less sore.

I also feel I have to take it easy.

Uranus:

being authentic, being unique,

being YOU.

My knee is not broken....

so I didn't need a very tough mirror ;-)

Dolly Parton passed away.

'My outside is fake, but my inner isn't and that is most important'

She showed all of us how integrity looks like.

She showed what the meaning of:

'Be the change you like to see in this world' is.

'Everyone loved Dolly'......

She spoke her mind through her songs and interviews,

without judging......

She was grateful.......looked for the positive,

worked hard and was determined.....

How determined are you....am I....

Do I choose to 'move the pedalers and go on,

or do I 'brake'....

Do I choose for the comfort zone

and forget that the only way

to live your life is to move on......

Do I realise that if I do,

I will 'fall'.......

Luckily we have a choice

to stay down after a fall

or stand up again.....

Now is the time to shine!

Live YOUR life,

Be 'a Dolly Parton': 

make sure you inside is real.