Cleaning....

 Or perhaps better: 

'Most challenging cleaning'.....

The huge amount of solar flames are 'helping'

-dizziness, headaches, feeling tired, brain fog,

disbalance, fear and a feeling of powerlessness,

eye sight is not clear, are some of the effect on human beings..-

Mercury retrograde and Pluto retrograde

are 'helping'

and.....

We sometimes don't like to clean,

to deal with our old patterns.....

Do you choose to judge yourself:

'I should deal with it and start 'cleaning' '

or

'How come this is still not 'clean',

what did I do wrong?!?'

or

'I thought I 'cleaned' this....apparently not,

so it is ok. I take time to accept,

time to feel what it is 

it wants me to know....'

or

'I go in nature and choose some crystals to help me ground'

or

'Cleaning emotions takes a lot of time and energy,

so I give my body the time and space

and take a step back from society'

Most of our challenges have their origins in our childhood.

A childhood were we 'thought' we -deep down-

 couldn't be who we authentically are.

So....

we can choose to help this inner child

by doing the things children love to do.

So: sing, dance, have fun, 

start something new

and laugh....

bake cookies, eat what you love

at a time you like and......

for 'a day' do what makes you happy,

makes you feel safe and secure....

Mercury retrograde is still in Gemini,

but will be in Taurus from May 24,

so....what do you plan for YOU?

The cleaning of your mind will go much quicker

if you accept... and accept.... and accept....

After that you feel your emotions and........

choose to let it go at its own time:

when if feels you don't 

need it anymore....

not when You think you don't need it anymore....

-most of the time then our control mechanism is coming in ;-)-

We live in a 'thinking' world,

we learned to approach the world by words,

we are judged by words

and 

even though we know now 

that our heart is influencing our brain,

and not the other way round,

we still like to park our emotion.....

as if they are not that important....

No wonder we have cobwebs in our brain:

we only can 'clean' them by emotions!

No wonder we leak energy.......

we weren't taught how to deal with emotions!

The last decades more and more people 

wrote and made documentary's about this,

-the secret, effortless prosperity, ask and it is being given etc-

about abundance and that it is for all....

Lot's of people followed courses and methods

and.....

some were happy after it,

and......

some really disappointed.....

For me it has to do with this 'thinking world' we live in......

We were taught to believe that our feeling need

to take the back seat and our mind should be more important.....

In the mean time lot's of 'new' children were born,

since the 80's,

also the star of 'labeling children'......

For me these children/young adults are our mirrors.

They showed us that something was not right....

and instead of listening to them 

we choose to knead them in a shape we could deal with....

As I see it, they wanted to help us 'clean the cobwebs'

in our mind......

Some of these children are parents themselves now,

they are building this new society.....

Are they doing this with a clean mind,

or are they inherited more 'cobwebs'....

Is discipline still the 'bad word'?

Does it equals misuse of power,

bad feelings and fear of punishment

or

is it 'just'

practicing how powerful we are

if we take the time....

Is it the road to success.

If it is the first,

and you know the feeling of guild and shame,

you Know these are cobwebs.....

If you compare yourself to others,

realise these are cobwebs as well......

Cleaning time.

Using discipline, determination

patience and compassion

to look guild and shame in they eye,

-realising they are part of the cobweb-

and make room for peace, fun and ...

whatever you choose....

Discipline is needed if you want to grow and heal.

We are being taught that there is a time limit, 

and that the one who is quick is the best....

This is not true.....

everyone has it's own time,

it's own pace,

it's own goal,

it's own happiness....

Take your time,

start...

and

enjoy......

Be disappointed and...

go on again.....

it's part of the 'cleaning'......

Know that with every step you take,

you come closer,

you have all the time that is needed....