How do we make choices,
are we doing this from an energy of love or an energy of fear?
Today, Oct. 10 is a new Moon.
A new Moon means a new start.
With Venus retrograde in Scorpio,
Mercurius also in Scorpio only it its shadow
-Oct. 24 it will go retrograde-
we are 'asked' what we 'really want'
Only.....how do we Know....
How do we Know we a choose from
an energy of love or an energy of fear?!?
I talk often about intuition or emotions, only
do you feel the difference between them
AND
if you do, do you also realise that sometimes
you 'still can't' ....
that something/an old wound is touched
you didn't know you had?
The coming weeks/months will help us to deal with it,
to deal with our deepest fear so we can let go
and....let love in.
It is an Scorpio energy....so it can be 'brutally honest'....
I have recurring dreams:
I am in a situation were I am lost and
don't know my way back anymore.
These dreams come and go for the last years.
This night again.
I was on a bike and a child was behind me.
I woke up and....all of a sudden I realised
it was me on the back of the bike.....
I went back into the dream
and it changed.......
I went into 'a school' with lot's of children,
peaceful, busy
and when I left
I went into a car with lot's of children,
'my child' left and it felt ok.
Then I got an image that showed me to ask and trust,
not only for me, but for all the people
who were in that car/truck as well.
We can choose to keep our emotions in
or see them as visitors......
just passing trough....
With Pluto in Aquarius and Uranus in Gemini
society, 'family' and communication, 'siblings'
are involved.
Saturn in Aries 'asks' us to start new,
new in a responsible way.
What needs to go away in your life,
so you can start new?
What needs to go away
so you can start from love?
I realise that for me it has to do with
'wanting to protect my loved ones'
Between 1967-1969 and 1996-1998
Saturn was also in Aries.
For me these were times I had to deal with dead
and my way to survive was 'protecting/helping my loved ones'.
It was also the time of new beginnings
only deep down the fear was always there,
hidden to make sure I 'would survive',
an energy of 'control'....
It made me determined, compassionate and courageous.
It made me capable of dealing with all kind of tough situations,
it helped me to go on.
It made me understand little children,
and people who went trough tough situations.
It made sure that after the diagnose of cancer,
I took special care of my body because 'my kids need me!'
Saturn into Pisces and
Pluto touching the same planet as in 1984,
I was 'asked' to look deeper........
Then, just before my birthday, the end of 'last year':
a bad fall and a bruised knee, 'accepting' lice......
all signs......
Am I holding on to emotions that are 'outdated'?
Could it be that I focused to much on the people around me
and forgot about me?
To write this down sounds 'weird'......
'you should take care of others'.....or
am I doing it partly because I believe 'I have to',
am I doing it because if I don't 'I am not ok'.......
October 26 we will have a full Moon:
what needs to change, need to change:
value yourself,
let go of people/values that don't match your own.
Have fun, enjoy and set boundaries when needed.
Believe and KNow that all people are Love
AND
respect yourself enough
that if you are not treated the way you should be treated,
to address it, to set boundaries, let go....
With Mercury going retrograde: expect misunderstanding,
so....ask, double check, to respect yourself and the other.
Let go of control.....trust....
The Cosmos is 'only' there to help you/us.
Help us to 'be Free'
to 'Be the change you want to see in this world'
It is challenging if you look at the media,
of what is going on in the world,
sometimes you can feel so helpless.....
If you do, remember:
'We are all One'
so.....look inside and change fear into Love,
look around you and stand up for people who can't,
'change' emotions into intuition,
respect and trust
and.....
enjoy life, meet with friends,
choose beauty.
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