What makes you happy?

 The eclipse season is here again:

energy of change.

Where in your life are you not choosing for you,

are you fighting against

or acting, so not to make waves......

When I look outside and see the bulbs blooming,

trees blossoming, buds starting to bloom,

I realise they 'Just do'......

There are still some storms, cold weather

and even frost but nature goes on.

Some buds make it and starts blooming

and some don't make it....

they will get a chance next year. 

Most of the time we show the world pictures like this:

a beautiful bud starting to bloom....

This is a picture from a rhododendron bush in front of our house.

I love this picture and I am looking forward

for it to open up.

This is also a picture from the same bush....

one bud made it, the other didn't.....

And if you look at this one, 

you can even think: 

'most of the buds didn't make it,

this plant must be almost dead?!?'

How do you talk to yourself?

Do you give up if something is not working as you imagined,

or do you go on,

see the challenges as steppingstones....

The energy we are in now,

is asking us to go through our wounds

and deal with them so 'we can bloom'.

Be compassionate with your self

even though others weren't compassionate 

with you in the past.

Pluto is changing signs and I wrote about that,

only Neptune and Uranus are changing signs as well

the coming 2 years.

If you look back in history,

you see that the last time this was happening was in 1446-1450

-than it was 4 years, so this is even stronger-

Then it had to do with a lot of wars......

do we still need that?!?

For me, the only way to change this,

is if we are open to change the wounds in ourselves.

And while I post it this way 

I hope you will know

see and feel what is happening....

'the pink elephant'.....

I hope you will change this into:

I CHOOSE TO INVESTIGATE

SO I CAN HEAL WHAT I DISCOVER

I CHOOSE TO INVESTIGATE MY EMOTIONS

SO I CAN HEAL AND BE PRESENT

I CHOOSE TO BE OPEN AND VULNARABLE:

I KNOW I CAN SET BY BOUNDARIES

I CHOOSE TO BE COURAGEAUS AGAIN

SO I CAN LIFE THE LIVE AS IT WAS MEANT TO BE.

Make sure you focus on what you want.

Focus on being healthy 

Focus on respectful relationships

Focus on peaceful activities in your society

Focus on love, compassion.

If you focus on that,

you will speak up if something is not right,

and.... will also feel compassion for the other.

Sometimes I feel powerless and helpless:

what can I to help?!?

If I feel like that 

I Know........I know it is time to investigate.

Were do I feel helpless myself,

which wound wants attention,

wants healing....

After years of Neptune transits, 

I have Saturn transits now:

Did I do to much or.....didn't I do enough?!?

And.....if I did.....what am I going to do with this insight....

Do you feel empathy or compassion with yourself......

Do you trust and act from love

or....it there still fear to deal with.....

What if we can imagine a world of peace

AND do the work/take the steps to make peace in our own life.

Could it be that we realise 

that a lot of good things are happening?

It makes me happy to think about that!