We planned to go to London
to see our son and bonus daughter,
as soon as it was possible to fly.
Everything went well
till the last minute.....
Just before going to the airport
I saw lot's of messages on whatsapp,
the last one was a not so happy smily face...
Our daughter came back from Congo.
We didn't see her for a long, long time,
and she had to be in quarantine for 2 weeks.
She was healthy
and after a few days,
we decided to go and visit her.
We hugged her and talked.
It was only a few hours and....
it felt good :-)
Officially we were not supposed to see her,
but we choose to do so:
seeing her was to important
and 'she wasn't sick'.
We didn't stay to long,
and accept for the hugs
we kept distance.
Meeting in a responsible way...
Our daughter couldn't wait to see her friends,
so she decided to take a covid 19 test.
She didn't have to take the test,
she choose to...
She got the results and.....
We took our responsibility:
we cancelled our flights
and went in quarantine...
Health services called and
it was great to hear,
that they didn't talk about fear,
they talked about responsibility.....
A part of me felt guilty:
'I didn't follow the rules'
'I will be punished'....
- my child mind.....-
This wasn't true,
they were glad we did what we had to do...
and we went in quarantine,
that we took our responsibility.
I learned much more from this call,
than reading all kind of articles....
Saturn: quilt, shame, responsibility....
Even though we didn't have symptoms,
we are part of a community.
So instead of going to the airport
we took action to change our plans
everything worked out fine.
Even though our flight was not refundable,
they were more than helpful and changed it,
the same with the hotel.....
How come we talk about all the things that go wrong,
instead of all the things that go right....
And how often do we want it
OUR way and are we not flexible
not trusting that another way could be better....
From today Uranus is retrograde....
Do you take time to look inside
I hope so.
I hope we all can go over 'the bridge',
deal with our wound 'Chiron'
so we can be ourselves
AND be part of the community.
Turn, turn, turn....
We went in quarantine,
perhaps not exactly in the way 'the rules' are....
We choose to be responsible
AND we choose for freedom....
We are lucky to live in an area
where there is no Covid 19 at het moment,
and there is lot's of space.
So I went for walks and we went for bike rides.
Was this wrong
or was it taking responsibility for us,
without harming others.
We couldn't have done this
if we lived in an area with lot's of infections...
At the moment there are more and more people infected,
especially young people..
There will be more rules.....
I hope and wish that we can take responsibility for ourselves.
Deal with old hurt,
that makes us believe we can not be who we want to be,
that makes us believe we will be punished,
that forgot our talents,
I hope and wish
we remember our uniqueness
that we are all ONE....
that we are part of the community
and the 'only' thing we have to do is:
to attract all we desire.
What is your choice?