Your own voice....

Your own voice....

What is your own voice?

Is the voice you listen to,

really your own?

Are you listening to your own voice,

or is it the voice of

your mom/your dad/your teacher/the priest/'president'..

Is it the voice of authorities in your youth

that you followed,

because it made you appreciated

and protected you of punishment

and did you 'forget' your own voice...

You know it is your own voice,

if it is nice, if it is loving,

if it is with respect and encouragement.

If not......

then it is not your own voice:

it most likely is the voice of authorities in your life,

from a time you were to small, 

to immature

to take responsibility for your own voice.

Decide to listen and be honest to yourself,

accept if there is a judging voice

and....

KNOW it is not yours....

How is your body?

Is it healthy, full of energy

or doesn't it 'do what you would like'...

Did you cast a spell,

or are you still busy with casting a spell.....

are you still criticizing your inner child....

It is as talking to children:

how often do they hear us, adults speak in a way

with confusing energy: words and emotion conflicting....

How would it be 

if  we start taking ourselves seriously,

talk to our inner child 

in a respectful an loving way,

casting a different 'spell',

create miracles.....

If we take ourselves seriously,

we will do the same to our children,

and by 'our children' 

I mean 'all the children we meet',

also our inner-child.....

Children will feel first,

and even though we can think 

we are open and honest to them,

they will show us 

if we really are....

If they don't want to engage

it could be that we give mixed messages...

they feel something different 

than what they see....

They show us that 'our own voice'

is not our own voice yet.....

Can you be quiet,

open your mind

and do you prepare to relieve your suffering?

Or

is there a part of you that believes,

it is the only way to be appreciated,

to feel safe...

Feels opening your mind

to 'scary'.....

and do you 'forget' that this suffering

will stay,

will go on to next generations...

You, as an adult

can start healing,

find your own voice

without projecting it in the outside world.

I had days of being more tired,

even days with headaches....

and then....

another sign of Mars happens:

I was stung by a bee...

on the bottom of my left foot...

A voice inside of me:

'take care of others'

'if they are not ok, you have to solve it'

'doing is better than Being,

you can Be if there is time left,

after you made sure everyone around you

is happy and healthy'...

I choose to listen to this voice

instead of listen to my own.....

The bee 'helped me' to Be :-)

This came a few days ago...

and I recognized it straight away,

however....

I need the sting of a bee

to really do something about it...

How is it with you?

Do you still need 'tough' wake up calls,

or do you listen to soft ones as well?

And....

do you judge yourself

or 

can you let go of criticizing

and start accepting,

and be loving to this part inside of you..

Your own voice...

an important voice,

an unique voice,

a loving and respectful voice.

Invite it,

it makes you 

and everyone around you happy.